Same Mistakes

Adilene had a depressing life. Her boyfriend was abusive, her family unappreciated her,and she cut herself to let the pain away. Find out what happens when she meets Zayn, but little did she know that her life was about to change.

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13. Nightmare

I have been waiting four months for his arrival. Today, Zayn would come home. My feelings, Happy? Not sure. Sad? Not exactly. I am just anxious, and it will be a few hours until I see him again. For those four months that he was away, there have been a lot of rumors. There were rumors that Zayn was going out with another celebrity. As soon as he saw the post going viral, he told me not to worry because it was all fake. "The press made it up Adilene. Don't believe it", he once told me in a phone call. There were more rumors about the boys clubbing with 8 fans. Who would believe it? As far as I know, the boys might get crazy, but they wouldn't do such things. Besides the rumors, during the four months without Zayn, I tried to heal the cut. I tried almost everything to cure it, and it did, but it's still there. The scar will just remind me of why I cut myself, and it will bring back the memories of when I met Zayn. 

My routine when he was away was basically this: Wake up, make breakfast, take a shower, go to work (I got a job when Zayn left as a waitress), come back home, eat lunch/shopping with El or Dani, do housework, watch Tv, and last but not least is sleep. Life is busy with a job, but that was the only thing that could keep me away from thoughts and reminders of Zayn. During weekends, I would have 'fun' going to the movies with El and Dani, or I would go shopping. 'Four more hours to go', I thought. I cleaned the house first before I got ready myself. Working as a waitress really came in handy when you need to clean a house, not just a table. It took me less than an hour to clean the whole house since I always kept it clean. 'They're almost here' was all I thought of. Time was getting closer, I got nervous minute by minute, but I tried to stay calm even though I couldn't. My hands were shaking like crazy so it was clear that I couldn't stay still. Niall and the boys would probably be hungry when they get home so I started cooking. 'Thirty more minutes', I thought. I wanted to surprise Zayn and the boys at the airport, but El, Dani, and I agreed that we wouldn't because there would be hundreds of fans trying to get a glimpse of them. Even if we waited for them outside at the entrance, I can guarantee there would be people outside as well.

~30 minutes later~

I was pacing back and forth. I just couldn't stay put. Any minute now, and Zayn will be entering that door. I just can't wait to see him and hug him like there is no tomorrow. I looked outside the window to see an empty road. I lifted the curtain up to let some light in. It seemed like everything got foggy once I opened the curtain. From the corner of my eye, I saw a car similar to Zayn's. I looked closely, more like observantly. The driver parked right outside my house, so I got a clear view of who was standing in front of me. The driver got out of his car, to open the door on the passengers seat. I couldn't believe it. It was Zayn. It was him. I was full of joy I was almost falling of my own two feet. I was a little stunned when he opened the passengers seat. I thought it was going to be one of the boys, but it wasn't. I observed closely as a women stepped out of the car. To be honest, she kind of looked like the girl in my dream, there was just one thing different from her. I was.. disappointed the way Zayn held her hand to gently help her get down. My eyes instantly water at the sight in front of me. It isn't what I expected it to be. He got closer as he held her torso. He leaned in to kiss her. I just couldn't contain my emotions. I cried for what felt like 20 minutes even though it was temporary. I looked at the window and I saw him turning to face me. He had a smirk, I had never seen him like this. It's as if he changed. What really disappointed me was the women in front of him. Who could she be?

 

I woke up to realize that it was only a dream.      

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