Same Mistakes

Adilene had a depressing life. Her boyfriend was abusive, her family unappreciated her,and she cut herself to let the pain away. Find out what happens when she meets Zayn, but little did she know that her life was about to change.


1. Love Me Not

My life was a mess. I was the only child, and my parents hated me. I had a boyfriend but he was the worst. He abused me. I had nothing to live for. I was worthless. Everyone hated me. No one cared what I did, and no one though my opinions were worth seconds hearing. I wanted to end all the suffering from my life. I was tired of the abuse, the hate, everything. I was scared to break up with Miguel because he would kill me. I was afraid to express my opinions because no one would care. One day I had enough. I went to my room, grabbed a blade, and held it against my wrist. No one could stop me. No one would care. I will be committing suicide, but I would be happier somewhere else. I slid the blade across my left wrist, and I had to admit it hurt first, but I didn't care because soon all the pain will be gone from my life. I let out tears escape once in a while, but that only started a headache. I felt dizzy, ready to die almost, until the blood red in my wrist turned pitch black in an instant.

I opened my eyes only to see color coming from the shades. I was alive. I just couldn't stay here if I was going to be alive. I had to run away from the sadness that filled my depressing life. I got as much clothes as possible with my right hand and filled the suitcase. I let my left hand rest because the pain was overwhelming. I took a small box under my bed which had 2k in it. I had saved up from work that I had from the last year for something important. Today was that day. It was about 7:00 a.m. and my parents were still sleeping. I sneaked out hoping my parents, or Miguel would ever find me.

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