What is Love?

Marisa and her cousin, Anna, just graduated and are off to London for a month. When they meet some older guys and fall pretty hard for them, will their trip be better or worse? Will age come between them? This fan fic is also set in the future a bit.It is 4 years in the future. This is my first fan fic. Sorry if its bad! sorry about the grammar and the spelling! Thanks for reading it! Please comment what you think!


19. Going Back To The Dark Days


HARRY'S POV: I ran out of the club. "Harry where are you going?" Asked Louis as I was walking out. I ignored him, not wanting to let him see me cry. "HARRY! What's wrong!?" Louis asked chasing after me. The other boys turned around. Great. I managed to say one word. "Marisa." I said then I felt hot tears and I turned as sprinted out. I had to go somewhere quiet where there was no one. I ran all the way to a  near park. I sat on a bench and let the tears come out. I tried to stop them. I'm Harry Styles. I thought I myself. I'm strong. It was like there was a little devil on my shoulder telling me how worthless I was. I saw a broken glass bottle on the floor. The sharp shiny pieces of glass were so tempting. I promised I'd never go there again though. The only reason the boys let me walk out like that  wasn't because I was fast it was because they trusted me not to do anything stupid. A few months ago I kept getting hate. From everyone. I wanted to be perfect so bad and to please everyone but I couldn't. I started cutting. Not on  my wrist but on every inch of skin that people couldn't see. Even my old friends from high school were saying that one direction sucks and that I was gay and one direction would sound better with out me or that I just use women and don't respect them. I wasn't like that though. All these theories and rumors cut me more than the actual glass or razor would ever. Louis saw one of my scars and he convinced me to get help. I told all the boys but no one else. And I promised not only myself but my band, my brothers. They were my family. I had promised.  But I had already done something stupid by telling Marisa how I felt. Niall was happy I had no right to try and take that from him. I deserved the pain. I slid off the bench on the floor. I picked up the glass and brought it to my wrist. I didn't care if people saw anymore. I tried to take the most important thing from my best mate. I deserved this.                   -Authors Note-  hello readers!! haha THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE READS!!!! I'm in the thousands! i never thought i would be! i want to make an imagine book for y'all so leave comments! i can't start til i have a few people to do them for. Keep reading please and leave feedback! i l;one you guys! xxxx marisa
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