Pretend It's Love

"Hey girl it's now or never, it's now or never."
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Spencer always wanted to leave America to live in England. She always felt like herself there everytime she visited. So when her parents give the big news that her family was moving there permanently, Spencer was excited to live there and hang out with her friends. The only problem is that her friends got One Direction tickets and they want her to come. Spencer doesn't like 1D in any way or form. But when things get messed up, will her life become different?

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36. The talk with Clara

<Spencer POV>

I sit in the second stall of the ladies room, crying my eyes out.

I trusted Harry. I thought I loved him. But he chose a better, prettier girl other than me. And he even knew the girl for a long time when he only knew me for only two weeks. Oh, how naïve I am.

I feel the exact same way that I felt when I went to public school: unwanted, miserable, and unpretty.

I hear the door open, and I pull my knees in. I begin to sob into my knees.

"Spence?" I hear the voice of Clara outside my stall. I stay quiet. I see her feet under the door, and suddenly she crawls underneath. "Spencer, why are you even here?"

I look up with red eyes. "D-d-did you n-n-n-not just here m-m-m-me yell at H-H-Harry?!" I cry.

She puts an arm around my shoulder. "Look, I heard about the whole thing with Harry and Carly and such, but you're taking everything the wrong way. Harry wasn't kissing her, she was kissing him! I even overheard her talking to someone and she called you a...lady dog."

I begin to sob more. "Have I not been called that word before?! I've been called that too many times last year!"

"Spence, you know that I've been bullied since 8th year by those girls that I told you about. But did it stop me? I may have done a few wrong things in my life, but I'm still here."

I don't say a word. Then, all of the sudden, Clara Wearsch begins to sing.

:Made a wrong turn once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good'
It didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing
Underestimated, look I'm still around
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than less than perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you are perfect to me"

I join in with her because she's cheering me up.

"You're so mean (so mean) when you talk (when you talk)
About yourself. You were wrong.
Change the voices (change the voices) in your head (in your head)
Make them like you instead.
So complicated,
Look how we all make it.
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough, I've done all I could think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same
(Oh oh)
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than less than perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you are perfect to me
The whole world's scared, so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and we try, try, try but we try too hard
And it's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that, why do I do that (why do I do that)?
(Yeah! Oh!)
I'm pretty, pretty, pretty
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than less than perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you are perfect to me
(You're perfect, you're perfect)
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you are perfect to me."

We finish and I realize that nothing can stop me, not even Carly. "Look, Harry's out there crying his eyes out into Louis' lap. So I suggest you get off you freaking feet and let's get a move on." Her phone begins to buzz. "Probably just your dad saying that he found a place and a ride to get us there. I know you still hate Harry, but please get up."

I wipe the last few tears away, and get up off the dirty floor. We leave the stall.

"But I'm going to be talking to Harry!" I remind her.

"Like I don't care."

"But you're dating Liam."

She stares off into space. "Oh, yeah. Oops. But hey, did you get this?"

"What?" I ask.

"Before you showed up at Heathrow, Niall was going googly eyes for Rylee."

My eyes widen. "REALLY?!"

Clara nods. "Now c'mon, let's go."

 

A/N: Howdy! So I was listening to Perfect by P!nk (the original and the Glee version sung by Blaine and Kurt), and I thought that it would work out with this chapter.

So a lot have been going on in the news about Amanda Berry and Gina Dejesus and how they were found after ten years of being kidnapped in Cleveland. Now I'm just going to start off by saying that I live EXTREMELY close to Cleveland and it was really shocking when I heard about it. It was pretty hard to believe that they were found after ten years.

So yeah. That's all. Thanks for reading!!!

Maddie
 

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