New Beginings

Hannah has had a tough past in more ways then one, but can she push that aside and let Harry in? Read to find out


5. Concerts <3 Part 2

~Hannah’s P.O.V~

I can’t believe I’m actually here! Eep. And might I add Harry look extra good! But I can’t go there again, after what happened last time… I don’t think I could handle that kind of pain again. I didn’t even get to see little Emma before anything. I was 8 months when I lost her, I went into labor early and the chord wrapped around her neck and I guess I didn’t push hard enough because by the time she was out there was nothing they could do. God it’s my entire fault! Oh god now I’m crying, I quickly rinse my face and go join Cody. “Hey what took you so long?” asked not looking at me “Nothing just stuff” I replied then sniffled. Cody whipped her head in my direction “Why were you crying?” she gave me the most serious look, Cody’s the only one that knows about Emma well Oliver knows but he’s the dad so he kinda has to know. “Emma” was all I said so she nodded and hugged me “Your eyes are puffy Hun, let me try and re-apply some makeup” Cody said and I just nodded.

~Before the concerts over~

“God why can’t I stop crying?” I yell/whispered “It’s a tough subject Hun, I get it. It’s okay” Cody reassured rubbing my back. I just sighed and tried to stop crying before the boys come off stage, I don’t want to bring them down I fact I don’t know if I’m ready to tell all five boys yet.

“Hey Ladies” Niall yelled whilst I quickly added some powder to my face “Hi Nialler” Cody squealed enveloping him in a hug. I felt a tap on my shoulder so I spun around “Hello” I said dragging the “o” out trying to sound happy “Hey your eyes are puffy; you were crying! Why?” Harry asked “Um...I…it’s…uuhg” I sighed in frustration running my hands over my face kneeling down. “You can tell me” Harry said in a calming tone “Um yea okay, um is there somewhere we can talk in private?” I said a little unsure of how he’ll take it “Yup! Follow me” he responded putting his hand on the small of my back leading the way. Harry led me into a small dressing room which I’m assuming is his, “Okay, I’m not sure how you’ll take this so let’s sit down” I said nodding toward the couch. We both sat down and I took a big breath in then out. “Okay like a year and five months ago I was with this guy Oliver and on our anniversary he took my virginity and I got pregnant” Harry just nodded signaling for me to go on “Well when I told him he broke things off ad left” I sighed wiping a tear “What a dick!” Harry said cursing under his breath “Anyway. Well even though I didn’t have him a had our baby which I became very attached to; I found out it was a girl so I named her Emily and….umm” I gulped and the tears started flowing “you lost her” Harry said understanding “yup, and I only had like 9 weeks left” I said wiping away my tears “If you don’t mid me asking; How did you lose her?” he replied carefully making sure he didn’t say something he wasn’t supposed to. “Well I went into labor prematurely and then the chord wrapped around her neck; but obviously I didn’t push hard enough because by the time she came out there was nothing they could do” I said sighing. I feel like a weight has been lifted telling someone that isn’t Cody. Harry didn’t really say anything so I got up and left the room, “Wait! Hannah where are you going?” Harry said grabbing my wrist and spinning me around “Look Harry I understand if it’s too much to handle, this is why I don’t get close to people” “But I never said it was too much to handle” he pleaded “I know people like you Harry; your selfish and only think about your career!” I yelled venom slipping out of every word “I can’t believe you’re fighting with me about something I didn’t even say” he said pinching the bridge of his nose. At this point I could feel 12 pairs of eyes on me and Harry, “Whatever I’m leaving, I knew I was setting my hopes high thinking you liked me” I said turning around and walking away “And who said I didn’t like you?” Harry yelled “Come on Harry I’m not an id—“my rant was cut off my Harry’s lips crashing on to mine. My hand found their way to his neck and his round my waist; our lips moved in sync together it was the greatest feeling ever. No one has made me feel like this in a long time, all of the sudden I hear wolf whistles so I pulled away blushing. “Now don’t go making up my mind for me or walking off like that; I will like who I want to like” Harry said with a cheeky grin, I just bit my lip and nodded.

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