Forever and Always (A Harry Styles fanfic)

17 year old Kasey Smith is woken one morning because of a moving truck frustrated she and next door and meet the one and only Harry Styles. They fall in love instintly but at a party she is attacked only to wake up 3 months later not remembering Harry and thinks she's in love with Niall. Harry tries to help but his words trigger bad memories and only the irish voice can get her out. Find out what happens next and read it!!!!!!A/N: This is my 1st fanfic so no rude comments plz........ Tanks :) ~Hope (Superman) Styhone :)


19. I had hurt what mattered most to me...

Kasey's P.O.V:

I asked the boys to leave me be for a bit after the doctors. I sat in Niall's room thinking about all the hurt I've caused people throughout my life. When I was with Micheal he said hurting others comes with a punishment. I followed though thinking it helps weather that be he cut me, punched, slapped, held me under water or the occasional locking me in the basement. I walked to the bathroom and began rumaging through my things throwing brushes, make up and other things out till I found it. I walk to the sink and pull up my sleeve. (ps this is really events that could happen if you have this mental disorder)

I place the cold metal on my wrist and close my eyes as I rip it through my skin. I can feel the blood falling from it. I can feel the tears coming but I held them in. Micheal always say, "This helps your family forgive you for how bad you are." then cry deeper. I can't see from the tears I cut deep and yelp. Theres a bang on the door. "Kasey, are you alright?" they asked it wasn't irish so I know it's not Niall.

"Yeah, I'm fine!" I quickly throw my wrist and the blade under the cold running water. "Kasey, let me in!" they said fiddling with the handle. "Hold on." I throw the blade in my bag and run to door. unlocking it and quickly rolling down my sleeve. On the other side was Harry, his curly hair was messy and wild and his green eyes stained red like he had been crying. He took my hand and walked me to Niall's bed sitting us down.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you in anyway." his eyes looked forgiving and I was going to forgive him. I look down then his hand grabbed my face and pulled me over. "I mean it...Kasey i love you and Niall's not going to change that." I smile he's a sweet heart. Then I feel a tingling down my cut arm. I move my arm from Harry's and see the blood on his hand. He looks a it stunned then grabbs my arm and pushes my sleeve up showing my fresh still bloddy cuts. "What the hell Kasey!" he said getting up, still holding my arm and running me to the bathroom to wash the blood off. "Why did you do this?" he questioned the anger in his voice changed the room into a dark bedroom. I see Micheal infront of me yelling in my face. "Why the hell did you go out today?"

I shrug then he slapped me with so much force it sent me to the ground. "You know you can't leave this house...." he stood over me. "Who did you go see?" when I didn't answer he grabbed me by my neck and held me to the wall. "I said who did you go see?" his voice angrier than before. "Zeke..." I manage to say through gasp of breath. He threw me to the ground hitting my face and sides. I cry out in pain. "You are not leaveing ever eve--" he was interupted by an Irish accent. Again I'm pulled put and I'm cowering in the shower Niall at myside holding my close. I break down and again see a hurt Harry still with blood on his hand. But it wasn't just Harry I hurt this time but all the boys stood red faced and hurt over me as a crying Niall cooed in my ear.I had done it again....I had hurt what mattered most to me.

**Hope you like it please heart and comment.**   ~ Hope (Superman) Styhone :)

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