old friends,new relationships

This is my first fanfic so please give me suggestions if you have any.
Lizzie jones is just your normal average girl who lives in Mullingar,Ireland. She has a best friend for life (or so she thought) and everything is fine. Until one day her Best friend moves away and breaks her heart. She cry's for months until she swears to herself that she will forget about Him and never remember Niall again.
6 years later she has moved on and forgot about him completely,but what happens when one day they meet again for the first time in 6 years. will she remember him?
or will she forgive him?


34. you again

Niall's pov 

Lizzie got up from the bench. "I am so sorry Niall but I just can't face you right now." She said walking away. I stood up and ran up to her and took her arm. "No you are not leaving, I need to talk to you." I said. We both sat down on the bench. "I am sorry." She said. "I should have never had left i should of just fought my emotions." Lizzie began. "No listen to me. Was I angry with you when you left no,because I believed you were coming back,but then one day about 4 months after Liam was diagnosed he told me to move on that he was going to die and that you never wanted to see me again and never wanted to talk. I missed you hopelessly day and night. I felt like Liam getting sick was a way of telling me how much I needed you in my life." I said "Niall we will never be the same. I wish we could go back but every time I close my eyes I see you leaving me when I was 12 and I felt the same way when my mother died. I felt like I had no one to turn to because you weren't there,and to be truthfully honest my mother killed herself and I found the body. I have never told anyone that because I don't need sympathy. Niall do you realize that you were my other half. did you realize that in these past 3 years I couldn't get you out of my head. So can we try and rebuild our friendship." Lizzie told me "Lizzie I don't think I can forgive you. You couldn't forgive me after 8 years and now you expect me to forgive you after 3." I told her "Well I was 12 do you realize I had a crappy childhood because of you." She said back. "You are such a hypocrite Lizzie My best friend is dying and you don't understand how much I don't want to live right now and all you care about is getting your life perfect again can I tell you my life will never be perfect and I just have to deal with it I had to move on when you said you would forget about me but you, your just impossible." I said. She swallowed hard "I am trying because I care and when was I dying." She said getting up. "We will never be best friends again ever." I said coldly. she turned around with tears in her eyes "I didn't get the memo that Liam replaced me, And i thought that we promised each other nothing would come between us and we would never leave each other." she said "You know what Lizzie. Liam's dying,Harry is caught up with alex,Zayn got closer with Perrie,Louis is engaged to Elenor,No one is there for me when i needed help with you leaving or when i found out Liam was sick or when I found out maddie got married or when I found out Greg had died in a car crash I didn't have any one to talk to they don't even know and you just show up and turn the 1 person I can still talk to against me and then you tell me how much I hurt you when I left. My parents made me move and you had to deal with teasing for a year. I got bullied every single day of my life for dying my hair,and my teeth. Kids would hurt me and call me gay. I wished every day I didn't have to move. I let all that go but you its been 8 fucking years Lizzie move on with your life. I don't even mention I got bullied no one knows because I moved on and if i didn't I would have never saved you from drowning.So when you said I ruined your childhood just think if you would have returned one of my calls i would have felt better about myself. I have to return to my life. If any one cares oh wait no one does." With that I got up leaving Lizzie with her jaw dropped and tears flowing freely. As I walk away and think about how I can never get her back now. THIS WAS THE WORST MISTAKE I EVER MADE.

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