old friends,new relationships

This is my first fanfic so please give me suggestions if you have any.
Lizzie jones is just your normal average girl who lives in Mullingar,Ireland. She has a best friend for life (or so she thought) and everything is fine. Until one day her Best friend moves away and breaks her heart. She cry's for months until she swears to herself that she will forget about Him and never remember Niall again.
6 years later she has moved on and forgot about him completely,but what happens when one day they meet again for the first time in 6 years. will she remember him?
or will she forgive him?


39. Torn

Lizzie's pov
As I was walking Threw the hospital I heard a faint voice singing it was beautiful. I turned the corner and could make out who's voice it was. Niall's. he was strumming the guitar and singing:

I thought I saw a girl brought to life
She was warm, she came around, she was dignified
Showed me what it was to cry
You couldn't be that girl i adored
You don't seem to know or seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know her anymore

There's nothing left, I used to cry
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
i'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

You're a little late
I'm already torn (I'm already torn)

There's nothing left
I used to cry
Inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine I'm torn
Nothing's fine I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and i am shamed
Lying broken on the floor

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and i can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little-

He couldn't finish the last of the song and broke down crying. I couldn't see him broken like this.
"That was beautiful." I said he looked up at me
"Lizzie sit down we need to talk." I said
"What." Niall said harshly I sat down next to him
"Why are you over here." I asked
"How would you feel if when you walk into a room all your friends freeze and look at you like your an alien. They don't know how to talk to me or how to act around me like there happiness will kill me. 3 years ago they could have told me anything and would have not even thought now it was like they don't even know who I am." He said near tears
"I know how that feels that's what my friends used to do back when I was little I remember none of the kids at school knew how to talk to me because I did I have a dad. I didn't have any friends until one day in I met this boy named Niall and he was so care free that he didn't care how many parents I had and I admired him every day after that. " I told him niall smiled
"I know but now it's different." He said
"They will never get used to it lets face it when I was talking to Alex she didn't know how to tell me about what happened in her life because she knew I was sad. It's just something we will both have to face."
"Liam was the only one I could turn to now he is under surgery but its no use it looks pretty bad. Who will I have if be dies I will have no one." Niall said
"Nialls liam told me that his dying wish was for us to forgive each other. I think he told me that because he thinks he is going to die and that you will be all alone he wants me there for you." I said
"I was singing that song because of you. You left me broken and torn I wanted to think of you as the nice person who I remembered but then I thought if you as the one who left me. That song says it all basically." He told me randomly
"So you don't know that girl who showed who how to cry and all those things." I asked hurt
"Lizzie your not perfect none of us are." He said nicely while he put is hand behind my ear and using his thumb to lightly rub my scar I got when he and I got drunk and he ran me into the sign.
"That scar is my favorite thing about my face whenever I look at it a smile or laugh." I said
" It's my favorite thing about your face too it for 2 reasons 1 is that It make you unique and 2 is its like my mark on your life so no matter what I will right there." He told me I couldn't help but smile
"So back to what you were saying before." I said with his hand still on my face.
"Lizzie I guess what I'm saying is that I can't live like this forever and you made my world 100000 times brighter when you were still in it. I truthfully miss are talks and inside jokes the pranks we pulled together everyday we made a memory I am letting go of those 3 years. And I hope you can to because I need you and hopefully you need me too so I forgive you." Niall said

I couldn't believe it he forgave me for everything I did. I gulped I and thought could I put my dark past behind to
Have a brighter future
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