How to fall in love

This is a One Direction fan fiction more towards Niall. Its about a girl that moves to England and thanks to her crazy One Direction fan sister meets One Direction. She quickly falls for Niall. But Niall isnt the only boy on her mind... What about her old best friend shane? Natalie has to chose between the boy shes secretly loved her whole life, or Niall Horan. She may never see Shane again. Which one will she pick?


13. Nothing

*Candaces POV*

Did I just imagine that, or did Harry just kiss me? OH MY GOD! But why'd he ditch on our date so quickly? Hmm but oh my god his lips are like perfect. They're soft, and firm, and just everything I always wished they would be.

For years I've wondered what his lips would feel like on mine, and now I know. It felt like perfection. Okay I need to focus, what did I say? All I said was that Nate and Shane made up... Hmm


*Nialls POV* 

"Baby. Baby. Baby. Oh! Like baby. Baby. Baby. No! Like baby. Baby. Baby. Oh! I thought you'd always be mine. Mine. Oh for you I would've done whatever, and I just can't believe we ain't together. I've tried to play it cool, but I'm loosing you. I'll buy you anything. I'll buy you any ring. I'm in pieces. Baby fix me, and just shake me till you wake me from this bad dream. I'm going down down down down, and I just can't believe my first love won't be around. Like baby..." I sang out with despair.

"Niall? Where are you?" Harry called out.

"In here," I called in return placing my guitar on my bed. I picked up my phone, and checked the time, 7:24, why's Harry back from his date so soon?

Just then Harry barged through the door. "Hey Nialler I need to talk to you..." Harry sighed.

"What's up?" I asked putting my cell back down. Harry shut the door slowly behind him, leaving the world at a stand still silence. He sighed, and clenched his teeth. "Spit it out already!" I exclaimed.

Harry looked me straight in the eyes and said, "Natalie and Shane made up." My world started spinning, my mind racing. That's why she canceled. She was using me to make Shane jealous. She doesn't care about me. She never did! I rested my head in my hands.

"Niall," Harry tried reaching out his hand.

"Just go," I sniffled, "thanks for telling me."

"Are you sure you'll be okay?" Harry asked reaching for the door handle.

"Yeah I'm fine. I just... I want to be alone."

"Of course. Want me to bring you up some dinner?" Harry asked.

"I'm not hungry," I sighed picking up my guitar and strumming the cords to I loved you first. It's probably not true. I probably didn't love her first, but I know I loved her more. I think? I don't know I'm so confused.

A single slipped down my cheek as I thought about the girl I hardly know. The girl I'm quickly falling for. Harry glanced at me like he wanted to say something, but changed his mind. He quietly left my room leaving me alone with my thoughts. The one thing I wish I could escape.


*Harrys POV*

I wanted to say something to cheer Nialler up. Anything really, but the thing about Niall is when he's so upset that he doesn't even want to eat, it's best to leave him alone. That's his way of saying, 'I'm too depressed to be around people right now,' and I have to respect that.

I walked into the kitchen, running my hands through my tangled curly hair. All I could think about was how Candace's lips felt on mine. I could literally still feel them there. Like they never really left. The look on her face after I kissed her too, it said exactly what I was thinking, 'I don't want this to stop' but of course I had to worry about Niall. I had to take care of him. Sometimes it's hard to believe I'm the youngest. 

Next thing I know Louis comes waltzing into the kitchen. I'm not kidding waltzing. That boy has too much sass... It's kind of weird. "Hey," he says grabbing an apple from the bowl.

"Hey," I sigh grabbing one as well. I cut it up and started eating it with my fork.

"I still can't believe you eat apples with a fork," Louis shook his head.

"It's been two years get over it!" I laughed.

"No it's weird!" Louis laughed.

"This coming from the guy that has an ass bigger than Kim Kardashion." I smirked.

"Hey no this ass has sass! And it will outshine your saggy ass any day!" Louis said snapping his fingers. Paul stood in the doorway giving us the, 'what the hell did I just walk into look' he shook his head in disbelief, and walked out muttering under his breath. 

Louis and I looked at each other, and started cracking up. Poor Paul, he always hears the weird end of our conversations.... Though I guess every end is weird.

"Hey well every girl in the world wants this ass, and we all know you want it too," Louis joked.

"God no don't give the Larry shippers any ideas," I laughed, "save it for Eleanor."

"Oh you know I will," Louis winked.

"Oh god," I laughed.


*Natalies POV*

I feel so bad for canceling on Niall. I should call him and see if he's doing okay. I pulled my cell out of my pocket, and typed in his number. Sure I had it programmed in my phone, but I knew it by heart anyways. I put the phone up to my ear while walking out onto the balcony. The sun was just starting to set sending pink and orange streaks across the sky. I ringed twice before going to voice-mail.

"Hello you reached Nialler. Sorry I can't come to the phone right now, but if you leave me a message I might get back to you if I feel like it."

He sent me to voice mail. Niall sent me to voice mail. Why?! Is he really that upset that I had to cancel? Maybe he's already moved on. He is Niall Horan. Maybe after I canceled he called one of the over millions of girls after him, and planned a date. I'm just one girl out of millions. I can't believe I blew my chance with him. He'll never look at me again. I sat on the ground, leaning up against the wall.

I felt the first wave of tears come springing out of my eyes. Why do I always do this? I always like guys who don't like me back. Why can't I ever let myself be happy? But really I can't blame myself for liking Niall. He's funny, caring, sweet, a great singer (so I hear) and not to mention cute. What do I have to offer? Nothing. 

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