I Could Only Imagine

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Xxx Irene


5. Chapter 5 (long/Harry)


I was in love with my best friend, Harry. He is amazing, I just really want to tell him how I feel. I wish he would feel the same way but, who would be interested in a girl like me? I don’t use make-up, I’m not one of those spoiled pretty people. I’m simple. I thought today was the day I could tell him about my feelings for him. I breathed out as I looked at myself in the mirror dressed in a shirt with black stripes on it. I brushed my hair and texted Harry.

“Hey, Hazza do you think we can meet somewhere? Maybe the park?” a few minutes later my phone vibrated. “Yeah sure, when babe?” “About fifteen more minutes?” “OK, meet you there.” I turned off my phone and threw it on the bed. “So, I just wanted to tell you. I have been loving you this whole time. No.” I sighed practicing in front of the mirror gesturing, practicing to what I’ll say to him. “I’ve been wanting to tell you, that I have feelings for you. I understand if you don’t feel the same way, but I just wanted to let you know. Yes, that’s good.” I mumbled to myself. I brushed my hair once again and used my converse. I locked the door to the apartment and walked myself to the park. I sat on a bench that was facing the bridge going up across the river.

“Hey [YN]” I heard a smooth husky voice coming from the back of the tree I turned my head and saw Harry. Beautiful handsome Harry, walking towards me and sitting next to me on the bench. “What did you want to tell me?” he got closer to me, I could feel his warm breath on my lips.

“I’ve been wanting to tell you, that I have feelings for you. I understand if you don’t feel the same way, but I just wanted to let yo-“ before I could even finish he crashed our lips together my hands coming from my sides to cup his cheeks, as his hands were cupping mine. He deepens the kiss and our tongues were dancing together, I pulled away. “What was that for?” I smiled confused looking at his emerald eyes. “I do feel the same way. I wanted to tell you how I felt too, I just didn’t have the guts.” His eyes locked into mine the smile he had on his face making me turn to jelly and go weak on my knees. “Really?” I finally got to say. “Yes.” His deep voice giving me shivers down my spine.

I got home then and both of us got even closer and closer. About a week later, we both started to date. Then about a month later my love for him deepened. I was just about to sleep when my phone rang. I looked at the screen and saw Harry’s picture on it, I answered. “Harry, hey.” “[YN], I need to tell you something” “What is it?” “I’m so sorry.” “Sorry for what Harry?” I could feel him getting all sad and I could feel his sorrow. “Harry?” “We can’t. We can’t be together anymore.” I heard him start to sob as tears formed in my eyes. “But why?” “Management. He said that if I dated you, those teenage fans will start to leave this fandom.” “Oh.” I wiped a tear from my cheeks as I stood up from bed and tried to find the tissue, trying not to let Harry find out I was crying. “You OK?” “Um, yeah I’m fine, really.” I took a tissue and wiped my tears dry. “But, we can still date. Secretly babe.” He whispered as an evil smirk appeared on my face. “No Harry.” “Why not? I thought you loved me, I thought we were happy together?” his voice started to get high pitched and he was mad and confused and sad in the same time. “I don’t love you anymore.” I said as more and more tears fell down my chin. “I knew you never loved me! Well, we’re officially over then.” He hanged up the phone. I threw the phone somewhere in my bed as I started to sob even more hiding my face and burying it on a pillow. I had to say I didn’t love him. I really had too. It was for his career and it was the best for him. I still love him oh so much. If only he was a normal teenage boy that I can always love, the one I can stay with forever.

****************** after the second album world tour has finished. ******************

In the tour, I've been trying to contact Harry. But he kept ignoring my calls and my texts. I still really loved him with all my heart. When I said I didn't love him anymore, It was a way to get rid of him. Well I mean, isn't it hard to date somebody that you only meet once in a while? I didn't tell him that I still loved him I didn't want to. But today the boys where coming home from the tour. Harry was actually next door and it got me thinking. I could tell him that I like him, that I still loved him. I just wanted him to know, I understand if he doesn't feel the same way, anymore. But I was mad at the same time, he kept ignoring my calls and my texts. We used to be best friends? Our relationship officially collapsing. I was watching the TV when I heard someone knock on the front door.

"Coming!" I yelled as I was from the living room. I hurried up and opened the door and met the guy with those perfect emerald eyes. I quickly closed the door but it was no use, he was too strong. Harry was holding up the door. "What do you want?" "I want to take everything back. I want the old us." He finally steps in the house. "What do you mean? You kept ignoring my calls and my texts?! The hell was that Harry?" "I'm sorry." "Why did you do that?" "You know. It's hard for me to get over you, you're perfect. When you said you didn't love me anymore it really hurt me. I couldn't love anybody else. I ignored you so I could forget about you." He said looking in my eyes as I started to feel so guilty. I wrap my arms around his strong body. "I'm so, so, so sorry. I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you. I still do. I just wanted you to focus on your career and-" "Shush, shush, it's alright [YN], I understand." he said as I looked right into his eyes from burying in his shoulders. "You do understand?" "Yes. Because I still love you. I want out relationship back and I mean it. I trust you."

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