I Wish

Alex Styles was adopted by The Styles when she was 10. But when Harry goes to the X-factor and is put in One Direction, She's finally found a reason to smile. Or has she?


10. Pain

*Alex's POV*

I got to the bus and changed into this; http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=58337845

I sat down and started crying. I had to cut again. I had to. I went to my 'book' which was fake. It had everything i never wanted anyone to see in it. I took out the blade. I sat down on the bed and pulled down my sweats. I carved 'Happy?' into my upper thigh. I heard the bus door open. "Shit" i murmured. "Who is it?" I yelled.

"Umm.. Niall." He said.

"Niall, dont come back here."

*Nialls POV*

I just finished getting chewed out by Harry because i was going to ask Alex to be my girlfriend. He had 'Some rules'.

"Niall, Don't come back here." Alex said snapping me back into reality. She sounded faint. I was worried

"Alex are you okay?" I started banging on the door to get it open "Alex open the door"

She started sobbing "Alex whats wrong?" I banged the door harder

"I dont feel good" She said

"Open the door! I can help you. Alex!" I yelled

"I cant, I'm dizzy"

"No Alex stay with me!" I yelled. Harry came on the bus. 

"Whats going on?" He asked

"Alex!" I yelled

"Hurry" Was the last thing i heard. I started attacking the door with my body. It finally opened. I saw her laying on the floor. Sweatpants pulled down and blood rushing out of her body.

"Alex!" I yelled

"I-I dont feel good Niall" She whimpered

"Its okay, Its okay. Stay with me

"Harry!" I yelled "Go get water running and bandages" I carried her into the bathroom and put her in the bathtub. I started cleaning her cuts

"Niall, you dont have to" She said faintly.

"But i want to" I continued cleaning them, until there was no more blood. Before i put bandages on, I noticed it spelled something, I read it 'Happy?'I put the bandage on and carried her to her bunk. 

"Im sleeping in here tonight." I announced

"Ill be fine"

"No Alex. You have no choice." Harry spoke up "Nialls staying in here"

After he left i talked to her about tonight

"Niall, I love you." She said

"Me too, Will you be my girlfriend"

"Of course, she smiled" We hugged eachother

"This feels so right you know?" she asked

"Youre telling me" I laughed. We eventually fell asleep. And right before we did i remember thinking 'Ill never be the reasons for those scars.' and i made a promise to myself. 


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