I Wish

Alex Styles was adopted by The Styles when she was 10. But when Harry goes to the X-factor and is put in One Direction, She's finally found a reason to smile. Or has she?


8. Nightmare

A/N sorry I haven't updated a lot guys. I've had a lot of school work, but I'll make it up to you. Promise! Xxx I was woken up by shaking.

"Alex, Alex, babe it's okay shhh, I'm here, you're okay."

It was Niall, he was holding me protectively. Then I remembered. That monster was there. Tyler. He did what he'd done a few years ago. I turned around in Nialls grip and sobbed into his shirt.

"Shhh, it's okay. It's okay. Alex I swear. Nothing will happen now you're safe with me. Shh" he combed my hair with his fingers, as our body's fit perfectly with each other.

"I'm sorry" i choked.

"Shhh, Alex why are you sorry"

"because I'm a mess. What time is it?" I asked

"around 2."

"I have you up at 2 am. I'm so sorry" I sobbed more. I'm in the was of everything

"No Alex it's okay."

"and I fell asleep on you I'm so sorry" I said standing up. As I did I almost fell, of Niall haddent caught me. Is there anything he can't do?

"Watch out babe. Let's go to the kitchen" he said as he held his arms around my hips. Once we got there he sat me down on the bar stool.

"want anything?" he asked digging around the fridge.

"just water please"

"okay" he looked back and smiled.

When he came back he had a glass of water for me, and a bag of chips and some water for him. I chuckled.

"What?" he asked stuffing his face

"You" i laughed again. He just shrugged

"so wanna talk about that dream?" he asked.

"Sure" I said. "Well, it was Tyler." Niall looked mad at the sound of his name.

"what happened?" he asked "Well we where here and he found me. And I was all alone in my bus, and he came and it happened again." he looke at me concerned.

"Alex, what happened." I'm surprised I didn't break down crying. But I couldn't.

"well, after I saw him cheating, a week later he came to my house. No one was home. I tried to fight him off, but I just couldn't." I took a deep breath. "anyway, he grabbed me. And brought me upstairs, and let's just say that I'm not a virgin. But it's not by choise"

"Alex, I'm so sorry" I could tell he was on the verge of crying

"it's not your fault. You have nothing to be sorry for."

"I could have protected you. No one should have to go through that. Especially not you."

"Niall." he looked up. "You didn't know me. How could you have helped me?"

"I-i don't know" he finally said after thinking. I leaned over so our faces where inches apart.

"It's not your fault" I breathed

"No one should have to go through that. I'll make sure it never happens again" he leaned in more so our noses where touching. And I dont If it was just in the moment or if he met it, but we kissed.

"Alex. I love you." he said once we broke apart.

"Don't lie."

"No Alex I really do." after a few minuites of silence I broke it.

"C-can we go back to sleep?"

"umm.. Yeah." he said "You can sleep on the top bunk, or bottom if you want, which ever one you want" he said, obviously nervous

"I'll take whichever one you're not sleeping on." I smiled "okay, top then" he smiled When we got back there I realized that I still had jeans on.

"Niall!" I whisper/shouted


"I don't have anything to sleep in!"

"Here" he said throwing me a shirt and sweat pants. The shirt was obviously big, but the sweat pants wouldn't ever stay on me.

"Niall they won't stay on!" I said

"You should gain some weight, skinny" he said smiling.

"if only I had an appetite like you" I teased

"Guess you'll just have to sleep with just a shirt, it's long enough anyway." he smiled. I swear, if this wasnt my fault, he planned this.

"Fine" I sighed "but only because im tired" I climbed into bed.

"Goodnight beautiful." he said as he kisse me on the cheek

"goodnight" I laughed after a little while, when I was still up I heard a voice.

"Alex. I love you so much." I don't think I was suppose to hear but I responded anyway "Niall. I love you so much too" and with that, I went to sleep

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