I Wish

Alex Styles was adopted by The Styles when she was 10. But when Harry goes to the X-factor and is put in One Direction, She's finally found a reason to smile. Or has she?


26. I Dont Love Him

*Alex's POV*

I woke up the next morning completly stoned. I opened my eyes and regreted it. I had no memory of what happened the night before. I was laying on the couch in the boys bus. I stumbled up and walking to the kitchen. I went over to the fridge and stuck my head inside, looking for something good. I wondered what time it was so I stuck my head out to see the time on the oven, scince I didnt know where my phone was.

"2:14" A voice said. It was Zayn. He came up to me.

"About last night" He started. "I won't tell anyone"

"Erm, Zayn what happened last night?" I asked very confussed. His face dropped.

"You, me" He stopped. "You seriously dont remember?" He said seriously.

"Did we." I stopped thinking the worst "Did we, you know.." i trailed off

"Yeah." He said

"Oh god. Zayn, you know that-"

"Yeah Alex. get it. No one can know. You dont like me like that and if you weren't with Niall you might. I get it." he sighed

"Im sorry Zayn. I love you. you're my bestfriend, and I dont want to see you like this."

"See me like what? In love with you? Alex i cant change that! I've never met a girl like you!" He yelled

"Shut up, youre giving me a headache. And Zayn, I know you, you'll find another girl. One thats far more better than me." I sighed "Now how about you, make some eggs." I said pulling out a carton of eggs.

"I would but theres only one left." He smiled

I gave him a questioning look. "Niall" We both said at the same time then laughed.

"Alright so whos up?"

"Everyone" he smiled like it was the most obvious thing in the world. "You where the last one."

"Alright, Im getting dressed, then getting Dani and El to go shopping have the boys make a shopping list." I said walking away

"Okay" He smiled "Alex" He called

"Yeah?" I turned around

"Back to normal? Nothing happened?" He smiled

"Nothing happened."

I left and went to go get dressed.


*Zayns POV*


"Nothing happned" She agreed.

But something did happened. We had sex.

"Stop it." I said to myself "It was meaningless. No ones ever finding out. It was drunk sex. she doesnt even remember"

Her words floated in my head "You'll find a girl. Far much better than me." But what was the question. Actually both wasnt it?

Is there really someone better? and if there is why would she like me?


*Alexs POV*

I went back over to the boys bus, with El and Dani dressed in this; [Polyvore]

"Alright wheres the list?" I asked walking into the bus to find all of the boys sitting in the sitting room.

"Right here!" Harry said standing up to come give it to me.

"Thank so much babe" Niall smiledat me.

"No problem we'll be back" I smiled walking out the door.

I looked at the list

'Milk, eggs, butter, cheese, cream cheese, half & half, Chocolate milk, sour cream, yougurt, whipped cream, Shrimp, Peppers, tomatos, potatoes, lettuce, bacon, sausage, chicken, veggie burgers, ground beef, roast beef, pork chops, ham, Chili, soup, beens, chocolate sauce, salt, pepper, mints, cheese chips, sour cream and onion chips, onion, chocolate, pretzels, popcorn, soda, bagles, brownie mix, cake mix, cookie mix, bread, apples, bananas, grapes, pineaples, lemon, ice cream, pizza, mozzarella sicks, waffles, potato nuggets, mac & cheese, tea, stuff to make spaghetti, honey, hot sause, penutbutter, ketchup, jelly, chili sauce, jell-O, sugar, stuff to make cakes, cereal, cups, napkins, towels, plates, forks, spons, and knives'

I turned around and walked back in the door.

"I need money" I said simply.

The boys started laughing. "Here" Harry said handing me is credit card.

"I would pay for it, but not when you dont know how to spell spoons" I smiled and walked out the door walking down the street with El and Dani.

After we got done shoppong and got to the bus I checked twitter.

I scrolled through some of my mentions and saw people had seen a picture of me ne girl said "I cant believe @alexstyles wore that shirt. So low." With a picture of me today on it.

So what? I wore a shirt that said 'you fucking idiot'.

so i tweeted "Really guys its just a shirt. Maybe youre just offended because it describes you. #chillout"

Then I got a text message. From Louis.

LOUIS!!!!: "Lets go talk on your bus"

 I got up and walked over to my bus with Louis.

"So Alex." He started

"I know what I did" I said. "Well actually I dont, but he said I did."

"Woah, what are you talking about? I was just gonna ask you why you seemed distant"

"Louis." I said looking into his eyes. "Yesterday when Zayn came to talk to me, he trid to kiss me and I pulled away. Then apparently last night we shagged." I spit out. "I dont remember shagging him but he said it happened, and Louis I dont like him like that. He's my bestfriend, and i love Niall." I finished

"Alex. First of all you guys didnt shagg. I was by your side the whole night. I didnt drink so that way if something happened Liam wouldn't be the only one able to deal with it." He said

"SO HE LIED TO ME?!" I Yelled. "Why?!"

"Alex, calm down babe." He said very calmly "Zayn probablt just said that because he probably wants to. He like you so he wasnts to shagg you."

"But Louis I cant like him! He can't like me! we're bestfriends! Im dating Niall!"I started to cry

"Shhh. Come here" He said pulling me into a hug. "Do you like him?"

"No Louis I swear. I love Niall With all my heart."

"Then tell him that!"

"I have, but then he lied to me about us shagging." I sobbed louder

"Look Alex. You didnt shagg. Actually you and Niall had like a really long make out session. You didnt kiss Zayn back the other day whern he tried to kiss you. Just Calm down, You did nothing wrong."

"Can we go back over?" I asked

"What are you going to say?" He said letting go of me.

i took that opertunity to go. I made it over to the other bus.

"Princess whats wrong?" Niall said. Louis came up behind me and put his hand over my mouth. I ripped out of his grasp.

"Whats going on? Everyone calm down!" Liam said

I went over to Zayn and grabbed his shirt collar and dragged him to the back slaming the door, ignoring the yells.

"WHAT THE HELL?!" I yelled at him.

"What?" He said

"You fucking lied to me!"

"What the hell are you talking about?"He said getting kinda pissed off himself

"Im talking about the fact the you lied to me! You told me that we shagged, and we didnt" I yelled getting more angry. "You know what?! You love me so much how about we go tell everyone." I walked over to the door ignoring Zayn yelling at me to stop

"Hey Everybody!" I yelled to the boys, El and Dani "Guess the fuck what?!"

But before I could finish Zayn tackled me.

There where yells of "get off of her" and "Zayn what the fuck"

I didnt care though. Zayn wanted to fight, I can fight back. I kicked him in the balls managing to get up. Only to have Louis and Liam gold me back. Harry and Niall pined Zayn against the wall.

"Let go of me!" I screamed.

"Evetyone just shut up!" Niall shouted "What the fuck is going on?!"

It was dead silet. "So really?" He asked "No one wasnts to tell me why my girl friend and best friend almost got into a fight?" He yelled

"Niall calm down! Everyone, lets just go sit down and talk about this." Liam said

When we sit down i sat next to Louis and started crying. I couldnt look at Niall.

"So whats going on?" Harry asked very calmly .

I looked at Louis "zayn likes her and the other day he tried to kiss her and then this morning he told her that they shagged last night even though it never happend" Louis spoke,

Niall look furious. Zayn looked like he was ready to get out of his seat and kill me.

"You know what?" I said "I didnt want this. I dont give to fucks that you like me. but at least respect Niall and I's relationship. I love him. And Zayn you are my bestfriend. Well you where. i dont know what the fuck hasnt gotten into you but you need to chill. Read my shirt. And dont talk to me until you dont want to get in a fight with me." I said getting up and walking away.

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