From a Nightmare to a Dream

Lisamarie just got out of a serious relationship. She broke up with him, he wanted her back, she didn't. But one night she found herself missing him so they hung out and she felt like she wanted him back, he didn't. She knew what it was like to be officially heart broekn. To get her mind of him she started listening to some new music. The group was so adorable, funny, attactive, 4/5 British, and 1/5 Irish. Also known as One Direction. She become obsessed. This was to get her mind of him and it was working. She was finally happy. But could she get anymore happy after a concert and meet and greet? It's very possible... Could there be any more drama in her life? That was for sure... Could one boy of her most wild fantacies take her out of her nightmare and bring her into a dream? You'll have to read and find out ;)


44. What the Hell?

     I was home all alone. My mom was at work, as usual, and Niall had to do a last minute radio interview that management booked without telling him until this morning. He wasn't going to be back until like 1 in the afternoon and I let him borrow my car. Good thing it was about 12 now. After we got back from my dad's last night we worked out that stupid fight. We ended up making out and just forgiving each other. We seemed to solve everything with kissing. I kept thinking to myself if this would work? We lived in different countries. He was famous, and most of his fans hated me. He could do so much better. I had school and work to focus on, he had his career to focus on. All of a sudden my doorbell rang shaking me from my negative thoughts. I went downstairs and looked through the peep hole. I gasped. It was Gino.

"What do you want?" I said through the door.

"To talk, please!"


"Because I want to apologize."

I opened the door. "You don't even deserve to talk to me, let alone have me open my door for you."

"Oh stop. Lets talk." Gino said while pushing past me and closing the door behind him.

"Who the fuck do you think you are? Just walking into my mother's house without being invited."

"Lisamarie, don't even. If you really didn't want me here you wouldn't even have opened the door."

He had a point. He just always put like a spell over me. "Well apologize and then you need to leave."

"Why? Is your boyfriend Niall coming back?" Gino said in a sarcastic tone.

"How did you know he was even here or gone?"

"Well maybe because you two are all over the internet and because I know if he was here I wouldn't be. Do you know some of the things people are saying about you?"

"No. Niall won't let me see."

Gino started laughing. "He won't let you see? How old are you? Is he your dad or boyfriend?"

"He's protecting me. Something you know nothing about."

"Oh please act like I'm the bad guy. I don't know how many times I need to remind you that I was the one that got broken up with."

"Then why do you keep coming back to me? You always end up finding me somehow and it's getting annoying."

"You keep letting me back in."

"No I don't."

"Do you want to see what people are saying?"

"Why? So I get upset? Do you like seeing me upset?"

"I just figured you would like to know."

"Show me." Gino handed me his phone and I scrolled through all the messages.

     Ugly. Slut. Bitch. Fat. Fame whore. Skank. Ugly whore. Not good enough. Man stealer. Nasty. Worthless. Disgusting. Retarded. Fake. Loser. Fake boobs. Too much make up. He deserves better. Not even close to being pretty. Where did he find her? I hope she dies.

"Why?" I asked.

"Why what?"

"Why are people so mean?"

"You know better than to listen to them. I know your boobs aren't fake. You were just blessed with a huge pair!" Gino said laughing trying to make a joke of this.

"Asshole! This isn't funny." I started crying.

"Come on. Stop that, you know none of this is true." Gino said hugging me. I started to cry in his chest.

"They want me to die. They don't even know me!" I said in between sobs.

"Exactly why you shouldn't pay attention to this." Then Gino kissed the top of my head.

"I wish you didn't show me." I backed away and looked up into his eyes.

"You have the right to know." He said while wiping away my tears. "Listen to me for a sec okay? You are beautiful. Beyond that, you're gorgeous! Stunning! You're smart, funny, energetic, talented, and have a great caring and friendly personality. Niall is so lucky to have you. And these so called fans don't know shit, and aren't real fans if they're saying this about Niall's girlfriend. They're jealous. Plain and simple."

"Gino, why do you have to be so nice when I have to hate you."

"Who says you have to hate me?"


"But why?"

"Because, you broke me heart."

"We broke each others heart."

"You replaced me Gino."

"And so did you."

"Niall treats me like a princess. He deserves me. I don't deserve him."

"And I treated you like shit right?"

"You were so controlling I was suffocating."

"I didn't mean to. And what makes you think you don't deserve Niall?"

I just held his phone up. But he pushed it away. "He could have anyone and he chose me."

"And what a great choice. If only I had that choice."

"Been there, done that. We had our time."

"I think we still have more time. And I'm going to prove it to you." Gino said. Then he grabbed my face and kissed me passionately. At first I just stood there and my eyes were wide open and I wasn't kissing back. But then suddenly something came over me and I wrapped my arms around Gino and I kissed back. Soon he slipped his tongue in my mouth and we moved to a couch. He pushed me down gently so he was on top of me. He started to take off his shirt and I unbuttoned his pants.

"What the hell?" Was all I heard and I pushed Gino off of me.

"Niall." I whispered.

"What the fuck is this Lisamarie?" He asked with so much anger.

"I...I don't...I'm so sorry Niall." I got up fast and clung to his shirt.

He peeled my hands off of him. "Get away from me."

"This is her house. You can leave." Gino said from the couch putting his shirt back on.

"Shut the fuck up Gino!" I yelled.

"So this is Gino, the monster that broke your heart. The guy who you absolutely despise. He was just on top of you with no shirt on and your hands were in his pants."

"That's me!" Gino said like a cocky bastard.

"Gino stop talking." I said through my teeth.

"No Lisamarie, let him talk. Let him tell me what the fuck he was thinking trying to hook up with someone's girlfriend. I'm sorry, ex girlfriend."

"Niall, no." I gasped.

"You think I'm going to stay together with you after I walk in on you cheating on me."

"You don't deserve her anyway." Gino said.

"And you do?" Niall shot back.

"Actually, yeah. I'm a lot better for her."

"How so?"

"Guys stop!" I interjected.

"Well for one, I live in the same country! I don't have people who are supposedly fans talking mad shit about her. I can be there for her. You will leave her for months on end while you're on tour. But I'm here, and I don't plan on going anywhere."

"Fuck off Gino. Niall you know the distance doesn't bother me. We can make it work." I said begging Niall to stay.

"No, he's right. He can be here for you. He can protect you." Niall said staring into my eyes.

"I don't want him. I want you. Niall I'll do whatever you want. I love you." At this point I was crying my eyes out.

"What if I wasn't here? Would you guys of had sex? Would you of even told me?" Niall asked.

"We weren't even going to have sex in the first place. I was just caught up in the moment, Gino showed me what your fans were saying and he-"

"Why would you show her that shit? Are you fucking stupid?" Niall shot at Gino.

"She had the right to know!" Gino yelled.

"She didn't need to see that! None of it is true. Of course this is all you're fault." Then Niall punched Gino in the face.

     Gino hit him back. They started fist fighting and it was getting really nasty. There was blood and I kept trying to get them apart. I was pulling on Gino's arm when it flung back and he got me in the nose. I fell back and my nose started bleeding. Finally they stopped fighting.

"Leese, I'm so sorry! It was an accident I swe-" Gino started to say.

"Get out of my fucking house Gino! Get out of my life, and stay out! You scumbag!" I screamed. Niall came up to me and put an arm around my shoulders but I shrugged him off. "Leave me alone." I said coldly to him.

     I went into the kitchen and grabbed some paper towels and ice cubes. And placed it on my nose. I peeked out from the kitchen and the boys were gone. I went up to my room and I saw Niall packing his suitcase. What the fuck is going on. I'm seriously so screwed up. I walked right back out and sat in the hallway crying. Maybe those girls were right. I was ugly, I did wear too much make up, I'm sure I could lose some weight, I am nasty, I am a loser, I am worthless, I didn't deserve him. I know I would of stopped myself if things were to go any further with Gino, but I shouldn't even have let it get that far. What was I thinking? Actually, I wasn't thinking at all. About a half an hour later Niall came out of my room.

"I'm going to go home early. I think we need space."

"I love you." I said barley audible.

"Sometimes that's not enough." He replied.

I started to cry more. "Can we please talk, Niall please? I'm literally begging you."

"Sure, I have to leave in an hour to catch my plane."

"Please don't leave. Don't leave me. I love you. I know I don't deserve you but I can prove that we're good together. I'm so sorry for everything that happened today. I shouldn't even of let him inside. But he just made me feel better after I saw everything."

"You weren't even supposed to see any of that. And you promised me you would never see him again."

"I don't know what came over me. I think I just freaked out and I don't know."

"All we do is fight, or have sex. That's not a relationship."

"Niall, please. Let's make it a relationship. I need you, you bring out the best and worst in me like a real relationship. I know you love me too. I know you wouldn't say it if you didn't mean it."

"Of course I've grown to love you. But we just need a break from each other."


"I think I should just leave now. I already called a cab." Niall said walking into my room to grab his suitcase.

I jumped up to try and stop him. "Just stay one more night." I begged.

He pushed past me. "That wouldn't be a good idea."

I ran down the stairs after him. "Niall, stop! You don't need to leave. We can work all of this out right now. I'll listen to whatever you say. I do whatever you want me to." I grabbed his suitcase.

"Please let go, don't make this harder." He said calmly.

"Just stay." I whispered.

     Niall jerked his suitcase from my hands and walked out the door and got into a cab. I watched as the boy I love drive away.

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