Just as I finished reapplying my make up Niall opened the door, didn't even knock, he just walked in.
"We really need to talk." Niall said seriously. Those words were like poison.
"No." I simply said.
"No. Don't say anything. I'm going to speak first. Today we're going to make every moment count, every single second, minute, hour. Everything. No one knows what the future holds. But we're in the present and we're going to live it like there isn't a future. I'm tired of worrying, I just want to have fun ok?"
"Did you have anything to add?"
"I actually think you took the words out of my mouth, love. Lets get this amazing day started then, shall we?"
"Whenever you're ready Niall." Then I went up on my tippy toes and gave him a quick peck on the lips.
"Oh that's it? No devious plan to seduce me?"
"Not at the moment, the day is still young." I said while laughing.
"Hahaha we'll see how that goes babe."
"You might give in."
"Keep that dream alive."
We both started laughing, a lot. It felt really good and we walked out hand in hand. I saw Mel and she looked way better than I first saw her today. I think things were finally on a positive roll. We left the hotel and went to a secluded park that Melanie and I knew about. We use to come here all the time to think and just talk with each other when we were going through hard times. Like when my parents got divorced, when my grandmother died, when Melanie's grandfather died, when we were just having rough times with our parents or school. Even though I lived with my mom now we weren't far away, just about 20 minutes since she actually lived further away when I lived with my dad, so it's weird how that worked out. Not that we would even stop being best friends, that's impossible.
When we got there I literally sprinted to the swings, I felt like such a little kid! But I was letting loose so I didn't care. Zayn and Liam followed behind me. There were only 4 swings. I figured Niall would take the last one beside me but instead he got behind me and pushed me. What a sweetheart. So Melanie took the last one, I looked around and saw Louis and Harry a teeter totter, awe Larry! I was loving every bit of this! After a little while I made Niall switch with me so I could push him. Even though he was super skinny I had a hard time. But I'm also the weakest person in the world. We were both laughing at my failed attempt. Liam, Zayn, and Melanie were laughing at me too. Whatever it was funny! All three of them actually ended up getting off the swings and went down the little stream down the hill. I hopped on a swing next to Niall and he swung him self sideways and bumped into me and grabbed my hand. Our fingers locked together and we swung in harmony.
I think we literally spent like 3 hours on the swings together while everyone else was off doing other things. So much for spending time with everyone, oh well. I obviously didn't mind. We talked about everything, laughed, kissed, it felt good being stress free.
"Hey" Niall said shyly.
And that's all that was said before we had a few moments of silence. Then the rest of the gang came over to us.
"Hey!" Louis said. "You need to stop hogging Lisamarie, we would like to spend time with her too!"
"Yeah, Iv had hardly any time with her!" Liam exclaimed.
"I'm not an object guys!" I said laughing.
"Well it's our turn now!" Zayn said.
"Oh no, I still don't trust you!"
"I promise there's not blindfolds today!"
"Fine, what are we doing?"
"Uhh, we are going too..." Louis started.
"We're going to..." Zayn continued.
"Lets see..." Liam also continued.
"We are going to make dinner together!" Harry finished.
"I can not cook, actually I'm slightly terrified of ovens and stoves and anything electrical in the kitchen. They all burst out laughing. "Shut up!" I said. Then I joined in laughing.
"Well I guess we can show you how to cook and then help you over come your fears." Harry said.
"Good luck with that, but what is Niall suppose to do while we cook?" I asked.
"Actually he still needs to pack, and Mel can keep him company." Liam said.
"Right." a pang of sadness hit me. He had to pack. Pack because they were leaving tomorrow. Alright, deep breaths, I can handle this. I know it's happening. Just go with the flow.
We left the park and went back to the hotel. It was about 6 by the time we got back. 6 more hours until tomorrow. I really needed to stop thinking about this. We all went to Liam's room, except Niall and Mel who went to go pack. I obviously didn't mind them being alone together, A we weren't together technically and B she's me best friend, she knows what's up.
"So what are we cooking?" I asked.
"Actually you're not cooking!" Harry said.
"You can set the table." Zayn said.
"No! We are going to cook dinner, just relax. Watch TV or something. Actually can you text Mel and tell her to come over here?" Louis asked.
"Uh sure." I texted Niall, and in like 10 seconds she was over here.
"Niall is almost done, he'll be over in like 10 minutes." Melanie said.
"Oh here's the plates, cups, forks, knives, napkins, and bowls." Liam said handing me a bunch of things.
"I can help you." Melanie said.
"No it's fine. Actually yeah help me, we need to talk."
"I knew this was coming."
"Well did you think I wouldn't want to know what happened earlier?"
"I thought Harry told you?"
"He did, but obviously I rather hear it from you."
"Fine. It was basically agreed that our relationship would be lust not love. It would be sex, and that would be how deep our relationship would go. We do connect well but it's better as friends. There!"
"Well I'm glad you guys got it out of your system and figured things out."
"Me too, I really hope we all stay friends."
We finished setting the table and then we watched TV while the boys finished dinner. Niall came in and I smiled at him, he didn't smile back. He just handed me my phone. What the eff? Then I hit the home button and on my lock screen I saw I had tons of missed calls, voice mails, and texts from Gino. Lovely. Before I could say anything Louis yelled "DINNER!" We all took our places and Niall sat as far from me as possible. Why would he act like this, he didn't even know who that was. Why would he just assume things? So much for a good last day, well, can't say I didn't try. Dinner went by like a blur, I hardly ate and everyone talking just sounded like mush. I would just throw out fake smiles here and there and complimented the boys on their good cooking. When dinner was over with and everyone was cleaning up I literally dragged Niall into a bedroom.
"What do you want?" Niall said coldly.
"What is your fucking problem? Am I not allowed to get calls or texts from people?" I said harshly.
"You can do what ever you want Lisamarie. We are NOT together!"
"No kidding! Then what's wrong?"
"Why would you try and be more than friends with me when you already had a boyfriend, you slut!"
"Me have a boyfriend? Me, slut? That's hysterical! Too bad you know nothing!"
"Oh really, then how come when I asnwered your phone after this Gino guy called for like the 20th time and I asked who he was he said he was your boyfriend? Huh?!"
"He's not my boyfriend and why would you answer my phone?!" At this point we were both yelling at each other. It was getting nasty.
"You don't need to explain yourself. I don't care. You're just a fan, you have your own life!"
"I'm just a fan?! Really?! Really?! Go fuck yourself. And just for the record, Gino is my EX BOYFRIEND, he broke my heart, he hurt me so badly and you were the first guy who made me happy and feel safe going but fuck that! You're actually an asshole and I wish I never met you! Have a safe flight home or wherever you're fucking going I don't even care anymore!" I screamed.
I stormed out, and everyone clearly heard because all eyes were on me. I'm so done with all this drama, this is not me and I hate that this keeps happening. I made eye contact with everyone for like 2 seconds then I kept going. I left the room, I left the hotel, I started walking home. It was going to be a long walk, but whatever. I was so angry, upset, sad, mostly angry. I hate boys I really do, all they do is hurt me and I'm sick of it. My phone was ringing non stop, I was getting calls from all of them except Niall. A small part of me wish he came after me. Such a good thing happened to me, now it was turning to shit. I guess all good things do have to come to an end.