Tonight I had another date with Brendon, we've been going out for a couple weeks now almost every night. We were going to go out to dinner, see a movie, then end the night on the London Eye. I was so excited because the eye is just amazing to be in. I remember when Niall took me in it. But I really need to stop thinking about him, I'm glad we kinda worked things out but I feel like it could always be better. Tomorrow night Melanie comes to stay for 5 days and the boys also leave the next morning. After Melanie left I planned on asking Brendon to stay with me until they get back, or I'll probably ask him tonight.
We were just getting some pizza so I just decided to wear some dark wash ripped skinny jeans, a black long sleeve v-neck, and black boots. I straightened my hair and used a head band to push my bangs back. I did some natural brownish gold make up and my lashes of course. I was putting on some perfume when Harry came into my room telling me Brendon was here. I walked out and gave him a hug.
"Hey handsome." I said kissing his cheek.
"Good evening babe. Ready to go?"
"Yes! Bye Harry!" And with that we were on our way to a great night.
Dinner was really good, I love pizza. I always have mushroom and put crushed red pepper on it and dip it in blue cheese. Brendon had A cheese and pepperoni slice and some garlic knots. He ate a lot! And for the movie we went to see Paranormal Activity 4. It was scary and I held his hand the whole time. Once we got into the eye he came up behind me and just rested his head on my shoulder and held me. It was really nice.
"Lisamarie, can I ask you something?"
"I hope you don't think this is too fast but I was wondering if you would like to be my girlfriend?"
"Brendon, I would love to." I said turning around and kissing him. "You're so cute baby."
"No you are, would you like to spend the night at my place?"
I gave him a look, "Yeah." I think tonight was the night with Brendon.
We got out and headed to his car. While he was driving we were holding hands but I also placed my other hand on his thigh and I kept moving it up. I saw him blush a little.
"Babe." He said quietly. I just laughed.
After driving for a little bit we finally reached his place. He rushed to my side of the car and opened the door for me, he grabbed my hand and helped me out. What a gentleman. Once we got inside he hung his coat up and took his shoes off. I did the same.I just kept smiling at him waiting for him to make a move, but he seemed nervous. I went up to him, wrapped my arms around his waist, and kissed him. He kissed back slipping his tongue into my mouth.
"Do you want to go to my bedroom." He said in between kissing me. I just nodded.
He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him not breaking the kiss. He laid me on his bed. It was huge and soft. Brendon started to unbutton my pants and I did the same to him. We rolled over so I was on top of him, I took my shirt off and took his shirt off. He reached behind me and unhooked my bra. We were both just in our underwear now.
I started to take off his boxers and I grabbed onto to his penis and moved my hand up and down, he was getting harder. Soon I moved down and started to give him a blow job. He started to moan my name. I stopped and looked up into his eyes, filled with lust. He shot me a devious smile and flipped us over so that he was on top of me again. He basically ripped my thong off and began to finger me. I dug my nails into his back. Soon he went down lower and began to eat me out, I was pulling on his hair and moaning so much. He began to make his way back up kissing my stomach, my chest, my collar bone, my neck, my cheek, then my mouth. Suddenly he was inside of me and I screamed.
Eventually we had a thin layer of sweat on us and we were getting tired. It was so intense. And my throat hurt from yelling. I was out of breath and laying in his arms with a sheet covering our naked bodies. Brendon was rubbing my arm with his thumb and kissing the top of my head. I would smile every so often and drew circles with my pinky on his chest.
"Leese?" Brendon whispered.
"So are you."
"That was great, and I'm so happy to call you mine."
"I'm happy to be yours." I leaned on an elbow and moved up so I could kiss him.
"Lets go to sleep beautiful."
And we drifted off to sleep. I began to have a dream. I opened doors and there were rows of people. I saw Melanie, my mom, my dad, my brothers, Niall's parents, Greg, Harry, Zayn, Perrie, Louis, Elanor, Liam, even Danielle. And some people I didn't know, and more of my family. They were all dressed up and there were flowers everywhere. Soon I heard a wedding march play. I looked down and I was in a beautiful white strapless dress, I felt like a princess. I had a beautiful bouquet of flowers and I looked at my hand and there was a huge rock on my finger. The most gorgeous ring I've ever seen. I just began walking involuntarily and there I saw Niall at then end of the aisle. I was getting married to Niall.
All of a sudden I woke up to the sound of my phone going off. I looked over and it was Melanie calling me. I sneaked out of Brendon's arms and took my phone out to the living room.
"Hello?" I said groggily and in a whisper.
"Good morning sunshine! I figured I'd let you know I was boarding my plane now and I should be there tonight. Who's picking me up?"
"Um probably me and Harry, maybe Liam too."
"No! You'll meet him soon."
"Why are you whispering?"
"Um I'm at Brendon's." I mumbled.
"Oh my god, you totally had sex!"
"Yeah." I looked down and realized I was still naked.
"Holy shit, how was it?"
"Um AMAZING! Like some of the best sex I've had."
"Wow, well I'm glad you had a good night then. But we're taking off soon, I can't wait to see you!"
"Me either! I love you and I'm so excited. I'll see you later, have a safe flight lovaaah!"
After my phone call I went back to bed, I was so tired. And it kind of hurt to walk, we went like all out last night. I went back into Brendon's room and he was sitting up.
"Where did you go?"
"Oh, Melanie was calling me to tell me that she was boarding her plane."
"Are we going to pick her up tonight?"
"No, I think just me and Harry are."
"Why you and Harry?"
"Because her and Harry are good friends."
"What's wrong?" I asked getting back into bed.
"Nothing, it's nothing. We should shower and get you back home so you can get ready for Melanie." Brendon said getting up.
"Shower together baby?"
"No. Control yourself huh?"
But he didn't answer he just left the room and I heard the faint sound of a shower turn on. Why was he being so weird? I decided to just get dressed and take a shower when I got home. I waited about a half an hour and finally Brendon came back in to get dressed.
"You're not taking a shower?"
"I will when I get home."
"Brendon, what's wrong. You're being mean."
"Shut your mouth. No I'm not." He said harshly.
"Well that right there was mean. Just tell me what's wrong baby."
"I don't like you with all those guys all the time."
"Brendon, please. We're just friends and they all have girlfriends or did or not interested in me."
"Harry doesn't have a girlfriend."
"Well Harry is not interested in me, nor am I him. I am very interested in you though." I said getting up and putting my arms around his neck.
"Oh are you." Brendon said grabbing my ass.
I smiled. "Yes. You and only you." I kissed his nose. "Can you bring me home now please?"
"Yeah hold on babe, I'll get dressed and we'll be on our way."
Once Brendon dropped me off I went inside and went to Harry's room but it was empty so I went to Liam's. I knocked on the door and no answer. I went to Zayn's and Louis' and same. Finally I went to Niall's. I was nervous but knocked on the door anyway.
"Hey." He said answering.
"Where is everyone?"
"Harry and Liam are out together, Zayn with Perrie, and Louis is with Elanor."
"Oh ok, sorry for bothering you."
"You didn't bother me I was just writing some music. Where were you last night?"
"I went out with Brendon and stayed at his place."
"Oh." Things just got awkward.
"Um well I'll see you later."
"Actually, could you help me?"
"Packing. I just remember that you're good at it and I kind of suck at it."
"Haha, sure Niall! Just let me shower and I'll be back over in like an hour tops."
"You can just shower here, and I can give you sweats and a tee. If that's easier?"
"That's fine." I walked in and headed to the bathroom. This actually felt comfortable like old times.
After my shower I went to Niall's room to help him pack. We were actually having a good time so we decided to go to lunch together. Unfortunately there were people there taking pictures of us it was really annoying.
"Great." I mumbled.
"Sorry, you should be used to this by now."
"No getting used to this Niall, ever."
"True, I still get surprised sometimes."
"Are you excited to travel for a month?"
"Yeah, but it feels like I just got home."
"How are things with Brendon. Spent last night at his place for the first time?"
"Yeah, we had a good time and he took me on the eye last night."
"Oh, original." Niall joked.
I laughed, "Whatever. But he said something that kind of bothered me."
"Well he said, wait never mind."
"No, come on tell me."
"He said he doesn't like me hanging out with you guys?"
"Are you being serious?"
"But we are your friends?"
"I told him that, but he was still being weird about it, even me having Harry come pick up Melanie with me."
"Wow. You picked a winner, a real jealous winner."
"I'm sure it's just a phase and-" my phone started to go off."Sorry, it's Brendon."
"No go ahead,"
"Hey babe." I answered.
"Are you out with Niall right now?"
"Yeah we're just having lunch why? And how do you know?"
"There are pictures online already, it showed up on the homepage of my browser. Saying you guys are together again?"
"Well how would I be with him if I'm dating you?"
"You tell me."
"You think I would date both of you?"
"I don't know."
"Well I wouldn't, I'm with you now Brendon, ok? And I'm not going anywhere for anyone."
"Pinky promise baby."
"Sorry to bother you love. Have a good day and text me later after you get Melanie so we can make plans."
"I will. Bye." I looked over to Niall. "Sorry." I said, suddenly embarrassed.
"No don't worry. I can't believe he just checked up on you though."
"Me either." I sighed. "I'm sure it will all work out."
"Probably." Niall said, he sighed too.
After we had lunch I went back home and decided to track Harry down. I've been texting him all day but no reply. I decided to call Liam. No answer! I had to leave for the airport in about two hours but had no idea how to get there. No one was home, besides Niall. I really didn't want to bother him though. I decided to text him anyway. 'Can you come over please?' 'Sure b rite there!' About 5 minutes later there was a knock on my door.
"What's wrong? Some monsters in the closet?"
"No Niall." I said laughing. "Is there anyway you could come with me to get Melanie? Liam and Harry aren't answering my calls or texts and I don't know how to get there."
"Yeah not a problem."
"Thanks you're the best!"
"I know, when are we leaving?"
"Like two hours, lets watch Pocahontas!"
"Never seen it, but alright!"
"Eeepp! One of my favorites, you'll love it."
"I bet. Is this one of the movies Liam bought you."
"Yes, one of many. It was a great birthday present."
Niall looked down. "Do you want your necklace and bracelet back."
"I don't think so, I wouldn't feel right wearing them. We may be puzzle pieces, but we don't fit together. I'm sorry."
"No, you're right."
I started to cry, like a lot. "I'm so sorry Niall, I never meant to hurt you. I love you, I do, I love you more than anything. I'm just such an idiot and I never realize what I'm doing before it's too late."
"Hey, come on. I forgive you. Please don't cry. I want you to be happy with Brendon now."
But I couldn't stop crying. "I just feel so bad about it all the time. Like three months ago I was here with you. Things were so different and I ruined everything. I always ruin everything. You don't understand I look at you and it hurts that that's all I can do. I can't kiss you, I can't hold you, I can't love you. But we aren't meant to be together."
"Lisamarie. Why are you saying all of this?"
"I just need to." I started to calm down. I tried to shake it off. "Lets just watch the movie."
"Um ok. But I just want to do something." Then Niall hugged me, one of those 'tight never want to let you go hugs' And I hugged back.
"I think we both needed that. And I take back what I said, there's no reason we can't be friends."
I nodded and put the movie in. We watched it and I think he was enjoying it. When it was over we decided we should get going and just as we were about to leave, guess who decides to finally come home. Harry and Liam.