From a Nightmare to a Dream

Lisamarie just got out of a serious relationship. She broke up with him, he wanted her back, she didn't. But one night she found herself missing him so they hung out and she felt like she wanted him back, he didn't. She knew what it was like to be officially heart broekn. To get her mind of him she started listening to some new music. The group was so adorable, funny, attactive, 4/5 British, and 1/5 Irish. Also known as One Direction. She become obsessed. This was to get her mind of him and it was working. She was finally happy. But could she get anymore happy after a concert and meet and greet? It's very possible... Could there be any more drama in her life? That was for sure... Could one boy of her most wild fantacies take her out of her nightmare and bring her into a dream? You'll have to read and find out ;)


26. In All Seriousness

     Finally. It was official. We skipped out on hanging with the rest of the boys so we could have alone time. We decided we were going to talk and put everything out there. But this time we agreed no fighting. No matter what was said we would just stay calm. I was nervous because I didn't want to talk about the whole Gino thing again because Niall would want to know every detail. We walked out of Harry's and went to Niall's. We went to his room and sat on his bed.

"Sooooo..." I said awkwardly.

"Sooooo..." Niall also said. We started to laugh.

"Do you want to start or should I?"

"I'll start."

"Good because I didn't want to!"

"I know babe." He said laughing. "But seriously we can not fight like that. I know couples argue and everything. But our past two times ended up with you walking out. It can't be like that every time."

"I know but you can say some pretty mean things. Why Niall? It's like you find ways to hurt me."

"I don't mean to but sometimes I just say it because I'll feel like you hurt me so I need to hurt you back and even more."

"Niall, this is ridiculous. We shouldn't be putting each other down we should be building each other up."

"I know, that's what I'm sayin' babe! So let's get some things clear."

"You first, with what I found..."

"Alright, well what I said was partly true. For our meet and greets there are a select few that actually can come through obviously because they're hard to get. So naturally Paul does like background checks to make sure there's nothing bad going on and that you wouldn't be a danger to us. We get a portfolio of your pictures and basic information. I had yours in my pocket because I knocked you out. It was nothing creepy, just checking for a medical concerns. The only thing that was different with yours and the rest was the girls was that I kept yours because you're beautiful, and at the time it was the only picture I had of you."

"Awe Niall!"

"I'm serious, you're gorgeous, even without all that rubbish on your face, and the extra hair, and eyelashes."

"Stop, you know that I need all of it."

"But you don't. I'm serious."

"Thanks baby." I said then kissed him on his cheek.

"Now it's your turn. Who is the Gino guy? And don't hold anything back."

"It's a very hard topic for me."

"It's ok, this will be the first and last time we will ever have to talk about him. I just need to understand his role in your life."

"Alright, we dated for almost 2 years. But throughout time he became jealous, controlling, and mean. There we're like red flags in the beginning but I just ignored it thinking like it's just a stage soon he'll realize I'm all his and he won't have to be so over powering. But no. It was okay for about a year, but then at some points it would be really bad. He would tell me who I could and couldn't talk to, tell me what I could and couldn't do. And for a while I just accepted it because he was basically my whole world. He even came before Mel sometimes. But then I just couldn't take it. I ended things. He actually became depressed, he wanted me back. I kind of missed him and we never really stopped talking anyway. I wanted him back eventually and then out of no where he gets a girl friend. And then I became severely depressed. I was in a very bad place, but that's when I discovered your music and it brought light into my life. But a couple months ago when he kept calling that was seriously out of no where, I swear. We hadn't talked in forever. His girlfriend that he was with wouldn't allow it, but they're no longer together and I guess he wanted to see if he could get me back. He picked me up that night I left the hotel, and we also ran into each other when I was shopping. I agreed to go to lunch with him so he would leave me alone. It felt like we were friends, but then when we left and got to the parking lot I thought we were saying goodbye but he kissed me, twice. I didn't kiss back, and I'm not lying. Because when he did kiss me, sadness washed over me from missing you and missing your kisses."

"Wow." Niall said. Then we were silent for a few moments. I just looked down at my hands. "He sounds like such an asshole. And I really don't want to seem controlling but I don't want you talking to him, please."

"No, I won't. I have no desire. I hate him! He has just brought so much more bad than good into my life and I'm done."

"Good, that's good to hear. We have something special and I don't want anything to ruin it."

"I know. We just need to not fight like that and be honest with each other. There's no where to go but up now."

"It's you and me love." Niall said while taking my hands in his.

     It felt so good to talk, and actually talk calmly and not fight. After we were done we had like a really good and much needed make out session, like all out. I was dying for more but I decided not to push it because that sparked our fight a few hours ago. But Niall has said he wanted us to be together before we had sex. And now we're together. I'll let him decide when it's time because I'm ready. I hope he will be soon.

     My first day in London is over and done with. It was eventful to say the least. I'm ready for what tomorrow brings, actually for whatever the rest of the trip brings. And I still can't bet over that Niall and I are officially together. I feel like I'm in high school, like ohhh I have a boyfriend. Yeah it's exciting to be able to call someone else yours, but it's exciting how lucky I am to have someone like Niall to be in my life, let alone to be mine to have and to hold.

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