i was getting up and he stopped and said "actually babe... can we wait a little bit i wanna sleep"
"okay" i was about to sit down next to him.
"Alone" he said coldly.
this isn't harry what wrong with him?! last night we seemed so happy...whats going on? i walked out and into the living room and sat down on the couch.
*BZZZ BZZZ BZZZ*
it was Harry's phone i grabbed it and saw he had a new text from someone named "Ashely;)" i opened it and it said
"Hey babe when will you ditch that 13year old so we can make it official? i miss you already ;) love yeah! ash"
i broke down, was this all a game to him? and come on im turning 16 in two days! and to think he acually loved me or even liked me? i rushed into my room that harry was in.
"What the fuck harry!"
"babe I'm trying to sleep"
"Don't babe me! You've got some nerve you know that?!"
he was up and looked confused
"What are you talking about?!"
"Oh i don't know why don't you ask that slut Ashely? care to explain?" i handed him his phone.
"oh my god.."he put his hand over his mouth" no babe its no-"
"No harry you obviously don't want to be with me, you may have even cheated! you know it would have been nice to be with someone who had a heart you know?!"
"No she jus-"
"Save it were over, done, don't talk to me until you get your head strait, goodbye harry"
"But i didn't cheat! let me explain!"
"Harry just go...it be best if you just left...i love you bu-"
he jumped out of bed and kissed me i kissed back but he pulled away
"Did that mean anything to you?!" he yelled
"I..I.. i told you i love you but how can i trust you? i cant i just think you need to deal with what you have and we need to take a break and when your ready im here..."
"I dont want to leave you not now not ever"
i was getting angry again i hate this feeling and i just let go
"Then go tell Ashely that!!!!! I'm done! if you cared for me this wouldn't have happened! just leave please...."
i ran into the bathroom, i think i love him, but this is not how it suppose to be, i think its me I'm a pusher.. i push people away and I'm doing it to harry..what have i done? i don't even know if he cheated or not but one things for sure
i messed up