You're Perfect.

Ugly? Imperfect? Useless? Unimportant? Boring? Invisible? Yeah, that's what Jordan thinks of herself. Crushing on one of the popular guys, knowing that she'll never have a chance. But will she? Now that they know everything and have been through so much together, will this change this? Did things even need changing in the first place? Everything happens for a reason!

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3. Last Day!

I woke up the next morning with red eyes and tears dry on my cheeks. I dragged myself out of bed and pulled on my uniform. I brushed my tangled hair and let it fall down my back. I washed my face clear of tears and applied fresh make up. I looked in the mirror.

Fat, Ugly, Disgusting, Stupid? Were they right? Everything they've said. It's all true. I have such low self esteem it's unbelievable. I'm so insecure. I tear escaped me eye. I snivelled, wiped it away and headed to school.

"Bye Dad." I called. I hugged him really tight, because he was leaving today.

"Bye Jordan, see you soon! Love you!" He kissed me cheek before I left.

I skipped breakfast. Too fat to eat.

Today was the last day of school. I was happy because it meant I wouldn't have to face Gerraint, Lucy, Ashley, Seth and Tom for 6 weeks! But I was also upset because my dad always goes on business trips over summer. 6 weeks without my dad. House to myself, since it's only me and my dad here. My mum died in a car crash when I was four. I barely even knew her. A couple more tears slipped from the corners of my eyes but I wiped them away dampening my sleeve with pain.

I walked towards the school building when-

"Jordan!" It was Noah. He was walking towards me.

"Get away from me!" I held out my hand and pushed him away.

"Jordan please!" he pleaded. I kept walking as he sighed and watched me go. His eyes were red like he'd been crying, but I thought nothing of it. "Check your phone!" he shouted after me before heading to Gerraint and Seth.

I checked my phone and at the top of the screen there was a facebook notification. It was a message from Noah, sent after I slammed down my laptop screen.

"You don't realise how much I care!:'("

Had he really been crying then? Over me? Suddenly the school bell rang in my ear, clearing my head of all the stupid thoughts.

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