I woke up the next morning with red eyes and tears dry on my cheeks. I dragged myself out of bed and pulled on my uniform. I brushed my tangled hair and let it fall down my back. I washed my face clear of tears and applied fresh make up. I looked in the mirror.
Fat, Ugly, Disgusting, Stupid? Were they right? Everything they've said. It's all true. I have such low self esteem it's unbelievable. I'm so insecure. I tear escaped me eye. I snivelled, wiped it away and headed to school.
"Bye Dad." I called. I hugged him really tight, because he was leaving today.
"Bye Jordan, see you soon! Love you!" He kissed me cheek before I left.
I skipped breakfast. Too fat to eat.
Today was the last day of school. I was happy because it meant I wouldn't have to face Gerraint, Lucy, Ashley, Seth and Tom for 6 weeks! But I was also upset because my dad always goes on business trips over summer. 6 weeks without my dad. House to myself, since it's only me and my dad here. My mum died in a car crash when I was four. I barely even knew her. A couple more tears slipped from the corners of my eyes but I wiped them away dampening my sleeve with pain.
I walked towards the school building when-
"Jordan!" It was Noah. He was walking towards me.
"Get away from me!" I held out my hand and pushed him away.
"Jordan please!" he pleaded. I kept walking as he sighed and watched me go. His eyes were red like he'd been crying, but I thought nothing of it. "Check your phone!" he shouted after me before heading to Gerraint and Seth.
I checked my phone and at the top of the screen there was a facebook notification. It was a message from Noah, sent after I slammed down my laptop screen.
"You don't realise how much I care!:'("
Had he really been crying then? Over me? Suddenly the school bell rang in my ear, clearing my head of all the stupid thoughts.