9. I wonder..
I sighed and sat down on my bed. With my head in my hands, I had a run through of everything that's happened in the last week. I was about to start crying when I remembered what my mum said before she died. When she was in the hospital, it was just me at her. She was squeezing my hand and she said,
"Jordan, when my time is up, I want you to live life to the fullest, okay?! I don't want you to sit inside and lock yourself away from the world. Go out there and make the most of your life. Whenever life knocks you down, get up and prove to everyone, but mostly, prove to yourself, that nothing can bring you down! I love you Jordan!"
"I love you too mum!" My eyes started welling up. And with that she died. I sat by her hospital bed for hours crying onto her chest.
I know Mum wouldn't want me to sit here and cry. She always taught me that everyone deserves second chances. I mean, people do bad things, but it doesn't make them a bad person. People make mistakes, mess up things, but it doesn't mean they can't change.
It was late so I decided to get some sleep. Tomorrow, I'll go and see Noah. I let out a deep breath.
I wonder what the world will prepare for me..