I managed to avoid all of them today. A miracle! I ran home because it was raining, what a summer eh?
I was in my room doing homework, it was about 8:00 when I heard a bang against my window. I was the only one there because my dad left earlier on for a business trip. There was a bang again, a harder one this time. I walked over to the window and opened it. Suddenly a paper airoplane flew in through it. I opened it up,
Please talk to me?!
I ran downstairs and opened the door with a blanket wrapped around me.
"Hello?" he said cheekily.
"What the hell is wrong with you, is thundering down with rain!!"
"So?" he smirked.
I ran out, grabbed his arm and pulled him inside.
"Sit down." I told him. He sat down on a chair in my living room. Two minutes later I walked in with a towel and two cups of hot chocolate with whipped cream and marshmallows. His face lit up. I placed the town around him and gave him the hotchocolate. He smiled.
"Thought you hated me?" he asked.
"Nahh." I replied.
"So you'll talk to me?!" he grinned.
"Never said that!" I got up and lit the fire and sat infront of it. He put down his hot chocolate and sat by me. Everything was just perfect for a moment.
"Will you talk to me please?" he was desperate.
"Depends what you want to say.."
"Why? Why Jordan?!"
"Why what?" I was confused. He pointed to my bare arm. I quickly realised and covered it.
"Why would you want to do something like that?! What made you do something like that?! It's a terrible thing to do, just the thought makes me want to cry!"
A tear slipped from my eye.
"Why?" he asked again.
"Why?! WHY?!" I screamed at him. "WHY THE HELL DO YOU THINK! ALL YOU FRIENDS HAVE TORMENTED ME ALL THROUGH SCHOOL! YOU DID NOTHING!"
"Jordan, I-" he looked like he was about to cry.
"GET OUT!" I screamed! "DON'T EVER ASK ME WHY WHEN YOU KNOW WHY!!!" I pushed him towards the door.
"Jordan, please!" he started.
"No! Get out!!"
"Jordan No!" His eyes started filling up, he held my arms stopping me pushing him out. I broke. I collapsed into his arms and he held me while tears streamed down my face. He held me and rubbed my back comforting me the whole time. He picked me up and lay me down on the sofa. He wiped away my tears and kissed my forehead. He held my hand and squeezed it tight.
When I finally stopped crying, I asked him.
"Why, why did you just do that? Why did you help me?"
"Because I care! You think you know, you think you know me but you don't!" With that he rolled up his sleeves really cuts all over his arms. I gasped with shock!
"Noah, wh-why?" I looked up to see him crying. I wrapped my arms around his neck and tried to comfort him. "Noah, I'm so sorry! I didn't know! I-"
"I did know. I know how you feel. I care, I always have cared. Please, stop holding this grudge against me."
"Okay." I replied, "I'm sorr-"
He put his finger to my lips. "Stop saying sorry! You didn't know, it's okay." We sat there staring into eachother's eyes. I realised I was holding his hand again. I looked at our hand, then at him, he smiled. I bit my lip and giggled. He put his arm around me as I slowly fell asleep.