My phone buzzed in my pocket. It was a text from Jordan,
'I hate you. Don't EVER speak to me again!!"
Oh no, what have I done?! I've messed up. What's wrong with me?! A few tears slipped my eye, but I quickly wiped them away. I can't believe I just did that to Jordan, after everything we've just been through, what did I do.
"Look mate, I gotta go home!" I told Garraint.
"Alright, see you in school tomorrow yeah?"
"Yeah whatever," I ran off, home.
I sat there for hours. On my bed, head in my hands, tears streaming down my face. It was starting to get dark when I grabbed one of my mum's roses from a vase and made my way to Jordan's house.
I knocked the door.
I was sat infront of my living room fire with a box of tissues, crying my heart out, when I heard a knock at the door. I wiped away my tears and tried to fix my make-up quickly. I opened the door. Noah was standing there with a rose in his hand. His eyes were red and puffy, you could tell he'd been crying. I just stood there and looked at him.
Like a rose is gonna make everything better.
She just stood there and looked at me. Her eyes were really red and there was make-up running down her face. She still looked beautiful though. It hurt me to see how much she'd been crying. I handed her the rose. She took it from me, for a minute I thought she forgave me. What was I thinking?! She ripped all the petals off the rose and chucked it all in my face. She ran inside and slammed the door.
I broke down. Tears streamed down my face as I sat against the door. I could hear her crying inside her house.
"Jordan, please let me in!" I cried. There was no reply, until,
"No! Get away from my house! I told you never to talk to me again!!" she said crying.
"Jordan please, I have to talk to you! Pleasee!" I cried.
"You can't just bring a rose and expect everything to be okay! IT DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT!!"
I know, I know! I messed up! I MADE A MISTAKE!!!"
She ripped open the door and I fell back! I got up on my feet to talk when,
"You made a mistake? YOU MADE A MISTAKE?!" She screamed, "A mistake is not seeing a red light, and driving past, a MISTAKE, is putting an extra ounce of flour in the cake mix by accident. DOING WHAT YOU DID EARLIER ON WAS NOT A MISTAKE. IT WAS A DECISION, A CHOICE!!!" She tried to slam to door but I stuck out my hand and stopped it locking shut.
I pushed it open and walked into her home. She turned around.
"Get out!" she shouted.
"Jordan, please ju-" I tried to calm her down.
"GET OUT!!" She screamed and started kicking me and throwing punches. It hurt but I wasn't going that easily.
"Jordan, STOP! Please, calm down!!"
She didn't stop. The tears were coming harder and faster, she started hitting my stomach. I hunched in pain. I grabbed her arms, picked her up, kicked the door shut with my foot and carried her into the living room. She was still screaming and crying and hitting my back. I lay her down on the sofa, pinning her down so she couldn't get up. She was still squirming though. I firmly put my hands around her face and kissed her. I pressed my lips against hers, I kissed her passionately. She calmed down, stopped kicking and hitting, she kissed me back.
Her hand were around my neck and mine slid down her back. I lifted her up off the sofa and she wrapped her legs around my waist. I carried her up to her bedroom, not breaking the kiss. I pushed open the door with one hand and dropped her down on the bed.
He grabbed me and pinned me down on the sofa. I was about to scream.. He kissed me. Firmly, he pressed his lips against mine. I was so upset and angry but this just felt so right. I've liked him for three years. This is just so right.
I wrapped my hands around his neck and ran my hands through his hair. He slid his hands down my back and pulled me closer, he lifted me and I wrapped my legs around his waist. Still kissing, he carried me to my room and dropped me on the bed..
I lay down on the bed and Noah got on top of me. We carried on kissing passionatly. He grabbed my waist and pulled me up. He finally pulled away, still holding onto eachother, he looked me in the eyes.
"Jordan, I'm so so sorry!" He said. I broke the eye contact and looked down. He put his finger to my chin and lifted my head up so our eyes met again.
"Look Noah," I took my hand from his neck and pulled away from his grasp. "I-I, I can't do this anymore. I thought we had something, we knew eachother, you understood me and I understood you. Then you just went and betrayed me. I just, I don't know wether I can do this. I think it's time for you to leave." I took his hand and led him out of my room downstairs and to the door.
"Jordan, I-" he started.
"Shh.." I leaned forward and kissed his forhead. I looked down and sighed. I opened the door and gestured him to go. He started to walk out of the door and lightly took my hand.
"Do you forgive me?" he asked, upset. I sighed and looked down, my eyes filled and my vision was blurry.
"Bye Noah," I shut the door and walked back into my living room. He sighed and walked away.