17. Secrets revealed
The next day I woke up to my phone ringing. "Hello?" I asked. "Hello love this is harry", he said. "Check your resent texts me I sent you a recent pic of Zayn and Perrie", Harry said. I soon checked it....they were kissing. "Why does this matter to you"?I asked. "Because i know you two were starting to get together...but I wanted to warn you that Zayn would probably cheat on you cause he still has a girlfriend", Harry said. "Why do you care", I asked starting to get angry. "I care about you and I think you should be with a guy who would treat you right", Harry said.
"Thanks I think I should talk to Zayn about this first about this", I replied. "I understand... call me back I thought we ccould hang out some time", he soon said. "Okay bye", I said as I hung up. I soon called Zayn "Hello?" he asked in his morning voice. I heard someone in the backround say "who is it babe". "Hey Zayn this is Anna", I replied starting to get angry. "Oh shiz" he mumbled. "Uhh hi" , he soon said clearly. "Aparantly this "relationship is'nt working for you soo I think we should'nt get close", I soon replied. "What do you mean", he asked.
"I think we should stop being like boyfriend and girlfriend... I don't even think we should be friends", I soon said. "I don't care I got Perrie by the way we just had sex", he said. He hurt me just saying those words. "Are you okay... are you drunk or something?" I asked. "Shut up" he said as he hung up. If this is what it felt like to get hurt bad then I didn't like it.
How could he do this to me. He ruined this whole "boyfriend and girlfriend thing" and even worse our friendship. It's his fault too! I f he did'nt like me like that or acted at least then we could've been friends, I would be happy, and life would be less complicated.
I stared crying my eyes out. I soon realized that no ones ever really liked me. I've never had my first love. Aparantly I just was'nt good enough for anyone. No matter where I went I was just to late to get a guy I like to like me back.