I woke up to find myself strapped to a bed as if I was in an insane asylum. Nothing around me was familiar, and i began to shake.. wait, what happened anyways? I was crying about Jason, in the safety of Harry’s arms. Harry! Where was Harry? What happened to Harry?! I started to scream out his name. I don’t know why i suddenly became so dependant on him, but i felt helpless without him. I needed to confide in him. I needed to tell him what happened with Jason and Joanna.
About 10 people tried to calm me down and keep me still, but I was persistent. Tears started to flood my eyes, and I began to sweat. I kept screaming out for Harry. Whether he was anywhere near me or not, I didn’t care. Through the chaos, I saw him walk in. I looked him right in the eyes and continued to scream his name. I’m not sure why i was so worked up, it could have been the multiple people pulling the harnesses tighter, cutting off my circulation. It could have been the fear of having tubes and wires attached to my body. Maybe the doctors put some drug in me, I don’t know, all i know is that i needed Harry, right now.
Harry frantically pushed everyone out of the way so he could kneel beside the bed. I didn’t care how many people were in the room, Harry needed to know why i broke down in front of him and John.
Something inside me went crazy, as i pushed everyone out off the way to get to Amy.
“Harry, i have to t-tell you s-s-something…”
I could tell that it was hard for her to talk because of the crying, but before continuing, she took a deep breath.
“Jason and Joanna. They were- I mean- I saw them..”
She was obviously flustered but she continued on anyways.
“…Harry, I saw Jason and Joanna, in his car, they were snogging, and they- she.. i just don’t know what to do.”
She flung her arms around my neck, catching me off guard, and cried into my shoulder. The only thing I could do was try to comfort her when she needed me most, which was difficult because of how she had somehow been creeping into my mid in the past 2 hours. I wanted to stay here with her, but i also wanted to leave. I needed to figure out why i was thinking about her so differently.
While she cried, I could smell peppermint, which I knew was her favourite perfume. She only wore it on days that she wanted to please Jason. My favourite scent is peppermint, so i always loved when she wore it.
Jason didn’t even appreciate that Amy did that for him. The fact that he cheated on her when she loved him with all her heart was the worst thing he could do. Amy blew me off and all her other friends for him. He didn’t even care enough about her to help her when her brother was diagnosed with lung cancer. After 2 years of dating her, he never once visited John. He should have been there for her, instead, he was probably off fooling around with some skanks from the school.
Joanna though, she is a complete shock. She always seemed so innocent. I know for a fact that Amy told her things that she didn’t want to tell me. It hurt to know that, but it was bitter sweet. I didn’t want to know things that made me worry about her, but I felt as if i wasn’t important enough to know these things. Now, Amy won’t want to be around Joanna for what she has done, which will be difficult for her, she has no one to confide in except me. If she couldn’t tell me what she told Joanna, how do i know she’ll start now? I just hope she does, because if she’s having problems, i need to know. I’m willing to help her through anything.