I was on the plane to Simons house in another country, I was just about to get off the plane when I pulled out my phone and starting writing the goodbye that never happened.
I am on my way to simons house, we have just landed.
Im sorry I never came to say goodbye, but it was to difficult.
I dont know when we will see each other again, but I think it will be a while.
Dont wait for me, you deserve someone there with you, and since it cant be me, find someone else.
Tons of girls recognise me, how wierd, alot of them are pretty cute, there all flaunting over us.
have good christmas,
Dont forget to watch me on the tv, would be nice to know your watching.
I pressed send and waited for a reply, It didnt come.
We were all at the house, and the boys I was put in the band with were great. There was Louis Tomlinson, Zayn Malik, Harry styles and Liam Payne.
It was the first night and we were all outside having a campfire thing on the terrace, it was cool.
Suddenly, I felt my phone buzz and read the screen: 1 new message from Bestie Maria.
I was out with Maura, Nialls mom. We were out shopping and she was being super nice to me, it was kinda suspisious.
We were about to get something to eat when I felt my phone buzz. 1 new message from Nialler.
I read the message, I felt my stomach drop, my heart shatter and my eyes fill with tears. Maura asked me what was wrong and I slowly pushed my phone over towards her. She read it and looked at me, I picked up my phone and ran off into the toilets, I felt my world falling apart. He never even bothered to say goodbye in person. I will never forgive him for this. He broke my heart.
Maura came running in and I picked up my bag and walked over to her, she put her arm round me and we went back to the hotel.
"I want to go home" I told her.
"Alright dear, the tickets are booked for tomorrow anyway. The flights at 7am, so go and get some sleep, everything will work out, you'll see.
I nodded and walked to my room, closed the door and got into my pajamas. I almost forgot that I hadnt replied to Niall. I picked up my phone and wrote the message and pressed send.
I unlocked my phone and read the message.
Dont worry, I will forget you.
When I got your message, I was with your mom.
I was so upset and I felt like my world was falling apart.
You have hurt me more than anyone ever could.
I am going home tomorrow and I will not watch you on the TV, you have plenty of other 'cute' girls flaunting over you. So you should be just fine.
Goodbye Niall, I will never forgive for what you have done to me.
I read the message and felt my world falling apart. The words of that message going round in my head.
I had broken her, I had broken her heart. Who am I?