London Timing.

At the age of 15, Jamie Rose Thomas' mother had died of stage four breast cancer. Jamie had always been and outgoing girl, good grades, popular, but after her mother passed, she shut down. Coming completely shy and intraverted. Jamie and her father over the years had become inseperable, that was untill Jamie left for college halfway across the world in London, England at the age of 19. She never expected to have met someone there, including a boy who she learns is her biological twin brother that they were seperated at birth.


10. Chapter ten

Louis' POV

I was totally thrown back from the question that Jamie asked me. The truth is, I hadnt asked her to be my girlfriend yet because I still am not sure if I am ready... but me and my big mouth said "I wasnt sure what you would say." God, why cant I just tell her the truth. Maybe because I love her. I dont know what the reason is. She fell asleep on my chest while I had my hand tracing circles on her mid back. I lie awake thinking about what to do, and if I shoudl tell her about El. I was still so unsure of myself. Why did this have to be so hard?

The next morning I awoke to the wonderful smell of pancakes and bacon. I looked to my left to see Payton laying there with her face all scrunched up. She was to cute when she slept. I kissed her head, and she fluttered her eyelids open. "Morning beautiful." I said. "Morning." She mumbled back. She nuzzled into my chest some more, kissing my stomach. She didnt move, and it seemed like she had fallen asleep again. "Babe? Harry made breakfast." I played with her hair. "Nummy." was all I heard her mumble. I chuckled, pulling myself up, and sat up against the head board. I patted my chest, as she slowly climbed up and put her face on my chest again. "We've got to get up babe." I said, lightly kissing her cheek. I still was unsure if I was ready to be her boyfriend, and then It slipped. "I love youuuuuu." I sang in her ear. SHIT!

She shot her head up. "Wh-what?" she questinoed. "Louis, im sorry. I dont love you.... and I think that if we were friends, it would be better. Im sorry Louis." She was crying. I knew I shouldnt have said that. "Jamie I-" "No Louis. I dont love you like that. Not yet anyway. we just met two months ago, I cant make this commitment." She kissed me one last time on the lips, and then wipped her cheeks. "Im sorry." I whispered. She shook her head and walked out of the room. I sat in bed with my face buried in my hands. "What in the hell is wrong with me?" I screamed. I threw a picture at the wall, and just flopped back down into the bed. Why do I always do this.....


Jamie's POV

I was shocked at Louis. I mean I did like him, but I didnt Love him. I felt horrible for breaking up with him, but I thought it was the right desicion. Obviously I was DEAD wrong about that one. It is just that I had never had anybody love me before, besides my parents, and it was different for me. I wasnt ready for it. God dammint. Why am I so stupid?

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