Maybe, if I just talked to her. told her I wanted to take her out to diner, or a movie even. What was it about this girl, that changed me?
"Hey, Malik, you with us?" Amber snapped her fingers in front of my face. "Hm? Yeah." I smiled up into her beautiful brown eyes. "Hey Amber, where are you glasses?"
"Oh! There in my purse. I don't like to wear them."
"I don't know, the way I look I guess."
I slipped my hand into her purse to search for her glasses.
"What are you doing, Malik?"
I took out a case, and opened it.
I put them over her eyes.
"You look beautiful with glasses Amber"
She started blushing, and I smiled at her. I loved her blush. It was adorable. It was one of my favorite things about a girl. She pushed them up with her index finger, and looked out the window. I swear tonight is going to be amaZAYN. I thought of that and laughed a quiet laugh to myself, wow. I shook my head in my attempt of a funny joke, that of coarse I would never say out loud. I was pathetic. I glanced over to Amber who had her legs crossed and her arms wrapped together resting on top of her lap. Her hair was down and straight, and of coarse, her glasses. It amazes me how some girls can be so clueless to their beauty.
I could see Zayn from the corner of my staring at me. I tried so hard not to smile. He made me feel like a little girl again. The one's in school who have crushes on the boys. Yeah, I know bad example. But its true. I felt like i was kindergarten all over again. I wanted to play lego's with this kid. Well maybe not lego's. Anyways. I think I...I think I might...like him.
Carsyn nudged me, and even though she was probably aiming for my arm, she got me right in the stomach.
"Oh my god, are you ok?"
"You may have punctured my pancreas, but don't worry about it doll face! Ill be fine!"
She rolled her eyes, but then let out a little laugh. She brought her lips to my ear. "You like him don't you?" She whispered. I blushed right away, because how was I to know Zayn didn't hear that? She knew me all too well. I swear sometimes, she could read my thoughts. I nodded my head slowly. And looked her in the eyes. She had a huge smile plastered on her face, and I could tell something was coming. "We should talk when we get to the hotel, OK? Just me and you, some girl time." "Can I join?" Niall shot his head over to us, and I laughed. He stretched his lips apart, and a beautiful smile formed on that gorgeous face of his. "Niall, your a girl? I knew it!" He pushed me and rolled his eyes. We ignored his comment, and continued to talk. "That would be great Carse, I've missed you." I hugged her again. Trust me, if your best friend just came back from England, you would be hugging a lot too.
The driver hit a bump, and me and Carsyn both went flying backwards. She landed on Louis, and I of coarse, may God help me, landed on Zayn. I was so embarrassed. My head right on his lap. I sat up as fast as I could, but that didn't really help much. My arms, some how, got entangled into his. We were laughing as I was trying to get back up. I looked over to Carsyn who was still on Louis, and they were just looking into each other's eyes. I don't blame either one of them. Carsyn has these eyes, that, they are just indescribable. They are so beautiful. Its like they shimmer with the light. And then Louis, he has these almost sea like eyes, they look blue but with a hint of green in there. I coughed as I sat up, and Carsyn came back to life. "Oh, uhm, I'm so sorry.." "No, its fine really." Louis sat her up and patted her on the leg. Well if that wasn't awkward.
We arrived at the hotel, and this time, bless their souls, they decided to use a door! "Well, don't let Carsyn make an effect you on boys, I'm sure she would love to crawl through a garbage chute!" Niall laughed and raced up beside me. "Amber, we only do that for special girls love. we only just met her!" The boys laughed and so did Carsyn, I on the other hand, see nothing funny with the fact that I had just earlier crawled through a garbage chute. I was getting close enough with the boys now, that I could be mad at the m for that. Which I am. We walked through the laundry room the hotel, and then through a few more doors, eventually ending up in some hallway. "Will you girls go get a lift ready? Paul will be down soon, and we uh, we need to do something." Louis looked back at the boys and told them to stop walking. We walked to the elevator and pushed up on the button. It went ding and we went along inside. "Ok, now make sure it doesn't leave!" Louis screamed all the way down the hallway. What was he doing? Why had they gone all the way back down to the end of the hallway? "Fine. Hurry up!" He nodded his head to the boys and all of a sudden.."ROOM SERVICE! OPEN UP! FIRE! FIRE! ROOM SERVICE! PLEASE OPEN UP! DID SOMEONE ORDER PIZZA? MAID HERE!" they were knocking on every single door and running towards the elevator. As soon as the boys entered, there were a bunch of adults standing in front of their doors, mad, about to come and pretty much attack the boys, and the doors to the elevator closed. "That was insane man!" Louis blurted with an excited look on his face. "Lets do that again!" Liam looked over at Louis. "No, absolutely not. It was fun for just a one time thing, but we cant do this all the time mate." Typical Liam. "Captain buzzkill" Niall stated and we all let out little laughs, even Liam laughed.
We stepped out of the elevator to see Paul waiting there for us. "Their staying the night?" Liam just nodded, and Paul looked away. He was looking through some papers, explaining stuff to the boys. I just stood there looking at the wall paint, and the ugly flooring they had in this place. I hated hotel carpets. They were never...stylish. They always seemed out of date, and too colorful. I tugged on Carsyn and motioned for her to follow me. "Where are we going?" "To the roof, to talk. Ill tweet one of the boys later. We should talk." She nodded her head, and we walked up the stairs to the roof.
The air was starting to cool down, and I was getting hungry. It was only about 5, but I was hungry. I hadn't eaten anything all day. I stood over the side of the roof, looking down on the highway.
"I like him Carse, and it scares me." I stood there shaking to the cold air. "I can't have these strong of feelings for someone. I just met him. And besides, hes in the biggest boy band ever. I don't know what to do Carse." She just looked into my eyes. If I could cry, right now I would. I wanted tears so bad. I wanted to just break down in front of her.
"I think it would be ok Am, I mean really. I saw the way he looked at you when I got to your place. He really looks at you."
"But he doesn't know me. He doesn't wanna know me. Who would? I have a past. A big past."
"So then don't tell him, tell him when you want to. He seems like he really likes you. Be his friend."
"Yeah, yeah, his friend. I need more though Carsyn."
"I know the feeling. Did I tell you that me and Brock broke up?"
"What? No..no you didn't"
"Two weeks ago, yeah. I was getting this feeling that before I came here, I should probably end things, and I don't know, you know me. I really think I like Louis, like me coming to see you wasn't an accident." I wanted to laugh. Carsyn always read to deep into things. But, maybe she was right. Maybe her destiny was to be with one Mr.Louis Tomlinson. And props to her for that. They would be cute.
"Oh." She came up next to me and grabbed me into her side.
"Amber, your past is your past, and don't get me wrong, I love you, but you have to move on." My mind went straight to the green eyed boy from the hotel earlier.
"Hes here Carsyn." She gave me a confused look. "Who?" I pointed to my left leg, and my lip quivered. I wasn't going to cry, but I was about to scream.
My mind instantly shot back to him. The memories. The words. The horror. He was supposed to be my brother. He was supposed to be getting to know me. All he was interested in, was hurting me. Eliminating the competition.
I let out a scream and fell to the ground.