I slipped my phone back into my pocket, and walked to the person I had been staring at.
"You guys, we should probably go, I need to be at my house soon" I motioned for them to follow me, as we snuck out without him seeing me.
I cant wait to see Carsyn. It had been a long time. She moved after my dad died. I actually thought, that with her, I could make it through anything, then she left.
It wasn't her fault, and I still kept in touch with her. We talked almost every week. She was the only person who understood everything about me. She knew my past. She knew my unwritten chapters, she truly was my best friend.
I took one look back behind me, staring at his pale skin, his blonde curly hair, the green eyes. He hadn't seen me, I don't think. I think that was fine. I had managed to escape him. Carsyn would not believe this.
I jumped into the SUV and forgetting all about who I was with, said exactly where I lived.
"How about, you guys drop me off some where, and we meet up later?" I looked over to Liam, hoping he would understand. He just looked straight ahead. "Amber, it's fine babe, no need to be embarrassed on where you live."H u 5 mate" the whole car erupted in laughter. I don't understand. I lift my hand up to stop the car. "I'll get off her ok? We can meet up later?" Liam told the driver to keep going. "Amber, I dont want to come off as rude, but we cant exactly just walk around. I mean we could, but its our day off, we want to relax, and be normal." Liam. I hate you. You know how to make someone feel bad, and by golly its working. I feel horrible. They are all so sweet. I nodded, and slipped my hands into my pockets.
Amber is going to show us her house. Im excited, I want to know why its so bad that we see where she lives. Why is it such a big deal? I look at her eyes, and she just looks out the car window, watching the road as we go along. She slips her head up against the window. I crawl up to the front and push Niall away. "You know, you can rest on my shoulder if you like." She turned to look at me. She just shook her head and looked forward. "Turn left at the light" I looked into her eyes again, I wanted her to do something, say something. Anything, that ment I could press my lips to her's. Have you ever had a moment like that? You dont know a person, you just met them, but yet, you want to know their history, because you want to be the person in the future?
My hand brushed against Amber's, and she quickly slipped it back into her sweater pocket.
"Uhm..this one, on the right. the big red apartment." I pushed Niall off as he was about ready to pounce right out of the SUV. "I think I may wait in the car." I called as the other boys exited the vehicle. Amber flashed back. "You can come in Zayn, really its fine." I looked at her mouth. It was in a half smile, but, I think she ment it when she said it was ok. I hoped up out of the seat, and walked with her to the door.
"Please, just as soon as I open the door, go straight upstairs and the door with an A on it, go in, but please dont look around." She opened the door to the flat, and we walked down the hall. door after door, and then up some stairs. Amber fumbled with some keys in her pocket and pressed the side of her body to the door. "Remember, up the stairs, and to the right." We all nodded in approval, and she pushed the door open. She motioned to the stairs and we went up. I could smell alcohol and smoke filling the air. It smelt like a bar. We went into Amber's room, and shut the door. We heard some loud voices. We just sat there in silence.
I was hoping that Carsyn would have been here by now, that she would have saved me this humiliation. My mom sat up from the couch as the boys ran up the stairs.
"You decided to show your face, huh?" I ran my foot slowly back on the floor, and started to move backwards. "It was late last night when I finished work, so I just crashed with Kris. I was tired, ya know." I picked up some of her trash, and clinked the empty bottles and glasses against each other. "I dont care" I know. I know you dont care mom, thats kinda the whole point here! "Oh" I walked into the kitchen and started to clean up a bit. I know how Carsyn is with my mom, they never have liked each other. We dont like to talk about the reason why.
I however, I loved my mom. In a way where, she gives me a reason every day, to fight harder to get into college. I want out of here so bad.
My dream is Yale. It was my dads college, I feel if I make it in, I would be doing him proud.
I rinsed out the glasses and put them in the dishwasher.
She light up a smoke and clicked the remote to turn the tv on. "These boys are all over." I looked to the screen, letting out a little laugh. "One Direction is reportedly still in town, after there concert last night. Also, in related news, it seems they have made a new friend. She made an appearance with them last night at there after party." I ran to the tv and changed the channel. "Ma, please." She just threw an empty box of cigarettes at me. "Can I borrow some cash Amber? Were late on rent, and I need some more smokes." I shook my head in disapproval. "How far behind mom?" he just shot a glance to the window. I saw a yellow piece of paper catch my eyes on the coffee table. "Mom, how late?" I looked down to the piece of paper. "Mom. Evicted? Really?" I cannot believe this is happening right now. "when was the last time you payed rent?" It usually goes through your dads account, it must have run out or something, i dont know, dont worry about it, i came up with half of it, its away, and-" I cut her off. "Here. Just take it." I threw all of the money in my pocket down on the floor, and ran up to my room. Before opening the door, I took a deep breath, i shoved open the door. I cannot believe this.
We were looking around in Amber's room, just having a good laugh. "Harry, get that off of your head! Louis, take that out of your mouth!" I looked back from being on her laptop to see Liam yelling at Harry and Louis. Harry had a black lace bra on top of his head, and Louis was pretending to eat something, to be honest I don't know what it is. "Ugh, this is awful!" Louis stated as he threw the object on the ground "Just bloody awful! Who is the cook around here???" Amber came barging in.
"What are you doing!?" Amber came in and took the bra of of Harry's head and slapped it. They just laughed and looked up at her. "Babe, what is this?" Louis picked the object up of the ground. "Its for my nails. Like pedicures and what not." He wiped his tongue off and we all enjoyed a great laugh. "I need food Amber!" She just rolled her eyes at me. All of a sudden I saw Louis looking out the window.
"Amber, there is an extraordinarily beautiful girl outside. Who is she?" We all gathered around the window as Amber had a smile that started to grow on her face.
"That boys, is my best friend Carsyn."
(A/N hey! so what do you think of the new chapter? sorry if there are some erros, if its really bad comment and i will edit later! Thank you!)