I'm sitting on the edge of a lake, dipping my feet into the clear waters pulling them in and out laughing and playing. Everything is bright and pretty, full of williow trees and beautfuil flowers. Roses, Sun flowers, Daliahs, Babys breathe and many more. Lillys are floating around in the water and I pick one up holding it, examing it. My world is peaceful and happy. Across the lake a bunny hopps around eating small flowers. In the lake a frog hopps from lilly pad to lilly pad while a fish chases it with courisity. I giggle at the playful thoughts I have. "Hello, Kristin". I turn around and look at a women who looks like a goddess. Her hair long and flowing past her sholders. Blue eyes that are even better then Kates. Her body is strong and fit, an image I wish I had. And suddleny I'm filled with envy, something I dont want to feel here. "Who are you?". I ask the first question that comes to mind. She smiles "Who do you want me to be?". I dont understand her words."I'm an Angel". I look around for her wings, but are unable to find them. "Where are your wings?". I ask like a child. "You have to give them to me, and you do this by fulfulling your fate". "Whats my fate?". "I cant tell you, but I can tell you its time to go home". I frown, "This is home, it feels like home". I say like a child not wanting to leave. "It feels like home, but its not home. Kristin listen to me. I want you to close your eyes and remember". I dont close my eyes but after she gives me a warm, sweet smile I do. For some reason I turst this stranger. "Now remember". What does she mean. "Remember the love, the kisses. All the hope, remember baby remember". The word baby makes me remember, Harry. She wants me to remember my love. "Harry". I say with my eyes still closed, I had no reason to leave but his name on my lips give me on. My heart achs and I suck in air as the light fades and I'm brought to a new reality. "Harry". I say, my eyes still sealed shut, I cant open them because it feels like bricks weighing them down.His name on my lips is loike a whisper but I will him to hear them. "Harry". I say again. "Baby I'm here". He's crying and petting my hair. I can hear the joy in his voice and the tears that fall, because they hit my cheek. "I love you". He kisses my lips. "Harry". My world is once again black.
I rush to the hospital just as the ambulance wheels her in. She's covered in blood and my worst fears are brought to life. "Move, we need to get her in now". I chase after the thing. "Thats my girlfriend!". I yell after it, a man stops me. "Sir, I'm gunna need you to move". He says. "But I need to be with her". He moves me away from the thing, "I'm not going to let you in". They push her throught some doors and I nodd at the man. "You can watch through here". I look through a glass window as they work on her, tears streaming down my face and my heart filled with worry. Zayn runs up to me. "Hows Liam?". I ask him. "Hes beat up pretty bad but hes okay, the car hit Kris side". Hhe wraps his arms around me. "What am I going to do without her I'm nothing". I begen to cry more. My bandmates apper around me and give me hugs. All the support helps but its not enough. "Baby boy". I look up from Zayns sholder and look at my mom, rushing into her arms I cry and cry. "I know, its okay. She will be okay". I stay into her arms untill the doctor comes out. "I'm Doctor Reed, we got everything under control but she has three broken ribs a broken arm and shes bleeding internally, we got her stable and you can vist now, shes in a coma. We dont expect her to get through the night. Other test are being taken we should get the resulst in the next hour or so,". I want to break down there but instead I run into the room and see her attached to a bunch of michines and it breaks my heart. I run to her side and hold her hand I talk to her and ask her to come back to me. I do this for about two hours. When I hear her mumble, "Harry". I look around and back her her. Did she really say it? "Harry". "Baby I'm here". I;m crying and petting her hair, she dosent open her eyes. "I love you". I say. "Harry". She mummbles before drifting of again.
I wake up sore and in a lot of pain. I open my eyes and it feels like moving a turck but I do it. "Harry". I say. Hes asleep on my hand. "Harry". I try to move my hand but a little push comes out of it. He stirs and looks up at me. "I missed you". I say tears running down my cheeks.
"I'm so sorry". Harry says. "I am to, I never ment it. I love you so much". Everyone starts to gather around and I say thank you to them. Tears all down there faces. "I love you to Kate". I say. "I love you to doll". The doctor comes in. "I'm glad to see you awake. And I'm sorry but I have bad news". I love around and everyone. I start to cry. No not Liam, not my jail bird. My buddy, my bestfriend. I cant live without him.
"Kristin, the baby didint make it". "What?". I ask him. "Kristin you where pregeant, the baby died".
My world crashes.
Comment if you want an update, I'm thinking of just throwing this away.