2. Planning the BIG next STEP?
Telling my parents I was putting collage on hold wasent easy. But they where kind of happy. That was intell I told them I was moving in with Harry. They just got mad and and said I was acting foolish. I told them I needed more time to think. That collage was just being put on hold.
And that what I was doing. Asking them to hold my spot. They where giving me half a month to figure everything out.
I was going to be sent all my homework online and I could choose weather I wanted to do it or not.
I got a text.
" Lunch?". It was from Kate.
"Sure. Be there in five".
We have lunch at the same place. Sometimes we don't have lunch but if we do it's the same place.
I get there and in no time I'm at our spot îb the front outside with my coffee and muffin.
"Hey". We hug eachother.
" So are you excited or what?". She beams.
" I'll take or what". I sigh.
" Whats wrong?". She ask worried. Kate has really gotten even prettier. Her hair now cut into a short blonde bob. Her blue eyes still bright and captaviting. We really have grown.
Not into full women but my curves are more mature and so are my looks.
My lips are more of a ripe plump pink. My eyes have lightend up a bit and sometimes apper to be a light brown and gray.
I've gotten a lot more beautiful and with that comes confidence. I'm also a lot more girly.
I wear heels and dresses more often.
I've deffinatly grown up.
"Harry asked me to move in with him an I said yes".
" Thats great! Naill and I love living together".
" And he asked me to drop out of collage. I said yes".
Her smile falutters.
" What, why this means the world to you!?". She starts the questions.
Kate wants to be a second grade teacher.
" Im not dropping out but he dosent know that. I asked them to hold my spot. I've got a month".
She looks me over confused.
It's strange her skin seems a little pale. Almost like she's sick.
" Are you okay. You seem a little pale?". Now I'm the one that's worried.
" Yeah I'm fine. But I have been feeling a little sick lately. But I think it's the flu".
Now I'm really worried.
" Maybe you should see a doctor".
She shakes her head no and I admire her short bouncey curls.
" Not yet. So far I'm just a little sick and have a sore thorat. I'm fine so far".
I nod still not convinced.
" So why did you put collage on hold".
I still don't know why.
" I really have no clue. But I don't think it's going to stay that way".
" Yeah it dosent sound like you. Your independent and dropping out means you depend on Harry".
I nod. Agreeing with her.
" Well let's go out to dinner. We can have a double date".
" Sure". We both get up.
" And tomorrow I want to have you all by myself. You will be 19 in a few weeks and I plan on taking you out for a little girl time".
I hug her goodbye.
" Love you see you tonight".
" You to doll". We get into our own cars.
I really do love Kate. We got so much closer when everything we crazy.
Even Kate got hate mail!
It made us stronger.
I'll always be there for her. And her for me.
For what's about to happen where going to need eachother.
"So what are your birthday plans?". Naill ask me.
" I have no clue. I think I'm just going to throw a party and invite friends and family".
" Well I can't wait...... I love cake".
We all laugh.
Dinner is over soon and me and Harry are soon back up stairs talking about the next step.
" So I was thinking that maybe we could you know take the next step". He turns my way.
" You mean sex?".
" Do you think where ready?". He seems more nevrous then me.
I climb on his lap and sit up.
" I do".
I wip my hair to one side and look down at him, starting to un botton his dress shirt.
We both lean in for a kiss and he un zips my dress.
He wraps his hands around my waist and pulls me closer to him.
" Vas 'Happinging!".
I scream and jump off of Harry bumping my head.
" Mate that was awesome". Zayn and Louis come from around the kitchen.
" Tomorrow". I say to Harry.
" Tomorrow". He agrees.
All I can hear is my racing heart and Zayn and Louis laughing.
" We got this on tape". I look at Harry.
Oh my. The first time I try to have sex it turns into a sex tape.