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123. Diesel-Out [December 2015]

I.. I.. I.. I... I.. I.. I.. [x2]
Need that diesel, Need that diesel
I.. I.. I..
Need that diesel, Need that disel
I.. I.. I.. I.. I.I.I.. I.. I..
Begin, am searching right through the blockage
Two locked doors in my sight with padlocks
tightly locked around the handles of these cupboards
Drawers sealed shut from my tiny hands
From my tiny eyes with my tiny body trying to find the word 'sorry'
That's right, I'm trying to find myself something to drown away the sorrows
A kid like me, yeah, A kid like me, yeah, I need that bleach, yeah
Not to clean, mummy, I need this, find me- don't ask me to stop right now

I grew up from a kid to a Teen within some days I found myself being keen
To try new things, To try new things, to find new ways to enjoy myself
So I found myself some bleach as a kid it wasn't much of a problem
My mother would always tell me not to bother the bleach
I always oughta believed in her stories that I was being watched by Santa
This bleach told me that I was actually... trying to wash away the laughter
Soon to come from me believing in such ordinary beings, oh, why, Santa
Yeah, my head might be dumb, I drank some bleach, my lungs are probably swollen
My body is thin, oh come on, let me in, I can fit through almost any gap in a doorway
So, I'm sorry for trying to drink it all, but I needed to find a way to end it all
Listen, you can laugh at me right now, but I believed in a Fat Man with Red Suit
And a long white beard, almost like this dude didn't really fit his boots

I.. I.. I.. I... I.. I.. I.. [x2]
Need that diesel, Need that diesel
I.. I.. I..
Need that diesel, Need that diesel
I.. I.. I..I.. I.. I.. I.. I.. I..
Begin, am searching right through the blockage
Two locked doors in my sight with padlocks
tightly locked around the handles of these cupboards
Drawers sealed shut from my tiny hands
From my tiny eyes with my tiny body trying to find the word 'sorry'
That's right, I'm trying to find myself something to drown away the sorrows
A kid like me, yeah, A kid like me, yeah, I need that bleach, yeah
Not to clean, daddy, I need this, mammy, find me- don't ask me to stop right now

Soon entered the Teen years... found that bullying was a thing, not just a kid-ordinary one-time life
Then I found out that you could be flushed away quite literally...
From discovering this I found that if I ever needed something like this-
I could use this to my advantage, make it happen so quick, end all of the sick, yeah
I could use this to my advantage, make it happen so quick, end all of the sick, yeah
They grabbed me with full on aggression, my head now below the waters of depression
I really could feel hands pulling me further in, trying to end it all for me
That's kind of the sea to have a heart, and accept me for who I am
Unlike these bullies who left me to burn again and again, left alone to bury myself
Left alone to find myself a way to end it all... end it all.. to end it all...

I.. I.. I.. I.. I.. I.. I.. [x2]
Need that diesel, Need that diesel
- Yeah - Along came the Weasel
That ruined my chances of ending it all... ending it all.. to end it all...
He told on me, make me look silly, and laughed at me, oh they all did you will see
They made me a joke, and the teachers were no better... treating me like a dusty old sweater
Left out in the cold, snow going up to my face with my body sinking under
The frozen lands... the frozen waste with all the sickness grabbing my taste
- Yeah - Along came the girl
That changed my life... She made me look smarter when I weren't even trying to be clever
She made me look good even when I was at the back of the room in an old hood
That's right, I hid my face from them, I told my mother that she was no longer my Angel
Heartless, I know, but she hadn't heard the word for some time, since I was a kid
And I confided in her, told her my problems, and she oughta get rid of them for me
And along came this girl who changed me, made my heart feel more full, less broken, yeah
- Yeah - She made me look like a SuperStar, she made me feel like a Hero
She made me feel like I was going from Zero to Hero in a matter of seconds, yeah
I was amazed at how well she did, got me to confide in her just like mother once did
I felt hooked around her, I couldn't let her go, even though she had me hooked and she could always say 'No'
Yeah, I was the bait for her, not really the fisher, I failed quite easily with a simple picture
We kissed a little, didn't quite feel right, and along came another girl who made her fight
Yeah, the two argued, faught each other, made me look like I was a simple bugger
Yeah, It's hard to explain when your life is being pulled by two different girls
Or whatever, I feel a little clever, okay? So get it in me, I need this diesel to burn me free
I need to light it up and make myself see, the brightness, the light that's in me
They told me that I always lit up the sea, always made them see, and helped them understand Love as could be
But that Angel is dead, the sweetness and kindness is here instead...

My light goes out,
like mother used to do,
a moonlight is what kept me going through,
all the darkness with the nightmares,
My light goes out,
like mother used to do,
a moodlight is what I wanted from you,
moonlight shined my way through,
My light goes out,
and so does you,
My light goes out,
and so does you...

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