"Girl I see it in your eyes you’re disappointed
‘Cause I’m the foolish one that you anointed with your heart
I tore it apart
And girl what a mess I made upon your innocence
And no woman in the world deserves this
But here I am asking you for one more chance"
I wake up to Louis singing that part of Gotta Be You on the voicemail. I turn it off and look at the clock. It's nine o'clock in the morning. I lay in bed and think about what happened last night. Am I single? Am I going to be a single mom? Are Louis and I just in a little fight? I dont know the answers to the questions but all I know is that I screwed up. Danielle peeks her head in the door, "Can I come in?" she asks stepping her foot in. I nod my head and wipe away the tears. She walks over and sit on the bed with me. She pulls me in a hug and I sob into her shoulder, "Rachel, you and Louis are going to get through this, I know you will." she says into my ear. I look up at her, "I don't know if I can. He doesn't want the baby and he was really mad yesterday and Eleanor kissed him." I say still crying. "I know you two will." she says grabbing my hand. "I think you need to tell him your okay and you didn't get kidnapped." she says with a little giggle. "I don't want to tell him I'm here." I say wiping my tears away. "You don't have to. Just tell him your okay." she says while leaving the room. I grab my phone and text him:
"I'm okay. I'm staying at someone's house."
I walk to the bathroom. I see my face in the mirror, red eyes from crying, bags under my eyes, and smeared makeup. Great... I wash my face and take a shower. When I get out, I get a text from Louis,
"I miss you and love you. I wish you would come home."
I don't text him back. I miss him but I know that he still won't want the baby. I go to the living room to find Liam and Danielle watching tv. I sit by them.
"How are you feeling today?" Liam asks me.
"Good. I guess."
"Well Danielle has rehearsal today and I do too. Are you ok with staying here alone?" he asks me with a caring smile.
"Yeah. I'm fine." I say back. I don't want to show him my actual emotions so I just hide them with a fake smile. Liam and Danielle later leave. I go and get some toast and jam and eat it while watching tv. I started channel surfing when I find a show that is talking about me and Louis.
The host is talking to the camera, "Last night there were reports saying that, Rachel, Louis' pregnant girlfriend, was found leaving their house in tears and getting in a cab. This morning some paparazzi found that she is staying with Liam Payne, Louis band mate, and Danielle Peazer, Liam's girlfriend. Is the couple in a fight? Is our power couple splitting up? Stay tuned tonight at 8pm for more on the couple." I turn the tv off. I grab a cup of tea and go outside and lay on the hammock. I rub my belly when I feel the baby kick. I didnt want to think about being a single mom. I just thought about how beautiful my baby is going to be. After awhile I hear Liam come home. I walk inside I find him in the living room, with Louis. Why would Liam bring him here? Louis looks worse than I do, like he didn't get any sleep at all. As much as I wanted to run into his arms and hold him, I couldn't. He walks toward me a little, "Rachel, I--" I cut him off. I run into his arms and dig my face in his chest. I know now that he loves me and the baby enough to be here.