Since Louis is leaving for the tour in a month we are jamming all the important stuff into this month. We have to paint Stella's room, have a baby shower, and start buying baby stuff. Amber is throwing us a baby shower and we registered for stuff yesterday. It's been super crazy lately because of it. Tonight Louis and I are painting the room, so right now we are picking out paint. We want pink but there are so many shades to choose from!? There's flamingo pink, tickled pink, and fushia. What's the difference?! We always have to chooses a theme for her room. I want either owls, monkeys, or ballerinas. Louis wants either flowers, Winnie the pooh, or zebra print. I like the zebra print idea and the ballerina idea. I know her Aunt Dani would love that idea! We finally decided on the color, Tickled Pink. We got home and started painting. While we were painting, we started talking about what I'm gonna do while he's gone. That's all we ever talked about, that and the baby. I don't even know what I'm going to do. Probably just sleep and eat. He is coming home when I'm 7 months so he will be gone for 3 months. All I know is Amber is gonna stay with me on the weekends and Johanna is going to come down every once in awhile. I really didn't want him to go. I need him.