35. Missing him already
In the limo ride home, I started to miss him. I also started to miss the boys and Perrie and Dani. I wish I could have gone with them. I receive a text: From: Louis<3: I miss you already :(
I reply back, To: Louis<3: I miss you too :( Only three more months to go.
I put my phone in my purse when we pull up to our house. I go inside, I don't know what to do. I'm all alone and I'm already missing him. I go into Stella's room and look at all the ultrasound pictures, neatly framed and hung on the wall. I smile at my baby girl, knowing that she will be the most beautiful girl in the world. I sit in the rocking chair and pick up a pregnancy book and read for a hour. When I'm finished reading I decide to clean the house to keep my mind off things. After three hours of cleaning, the house is spotless. Except for the spot where Louis is supposed to be, with me. I look at my phone and see a message from Louis, with a video attached. I open up the message,
From: Louis<3: We miss you so much!<3.
I watch the video of the boys and him singing, What Makes You Beautiful.
At the end of the video, Louis starts talking to the camera, about how much he misses me. He passes the phone down the line where everyone says that they miss me and love me. Now I really want to be with him.
I reply back:
To: Louis<3: I miss all of you to the moon and back!!! See you on Skype tonight baby!:)
I put my phone up and continue cleaning, I don't know why but I kinda enjoy cleaning right now.