41. Urmmm we were just....ya
I caught Loulou just as she fell down from the tree. "Thanks Lou that was a bit close." she said "Anytime Loulou." I said with a smile. Then when we were done with our "moment" we got a huge lecture from the forest ranger then we were free to go. When the ranger was no longer in sight we burst out laughing up carrots. I mean who doesnt like carrots? I cant believe Loulou was actually taught how to do that. It was amazing :). When we got home, Shel and Zayn went in his room. While me and Loulou went in mine. SCORE! CARROT MADE IT IN MY MOUTH OH YA! WHOS A WINNER?! OH YA I AM!
Shel is officially mine. When we went in my room, she looked like she was holding something back from me. I sat on my bed and pulled her onto my lap. She rested her head back. "Whats wrong?" I whispered in her ear. "Nothing....its just....nothing" she replied sighing. I could tell that she wanted to tell me, she just didnt know how to word it. "Pretty please! I promise I wont laugh. Cross my heart and if I do, I will have to get my hair cut." I whispered in her ear. "Ok. Honestly I dont know how to word it. But here I go...I have a massive fear of straws." she replied. I wanted to laugh so bad, but I didnt. I mean everybody has a weird fear. "Thats alright. But may I ask why?" I asked "Well one day my mum and I returned home from school. I got out of the car and walked into my mums room...I took a massive drink out of the cup that had a straw in it...then when I walked into my mums room to do my homework---" she said but stopped for a minute to wipe the tears away. I hugged her tightly. "Then out of nowhere he jumped out from inbetween the bed and the wall and scared me. I couldnt feel myself breathing. I had to force myself to swallow the drink...then I began to breathe again...I set the cup on my mums dresser thing-a-ma-doo and then I hit him with my back pack. I never really even liked my step-brother, it felt like he pressured me into you-know-what. Then I felt guilty of not going along with it...then I allowed him to touch. That was the worst mistake of my life. I just wish I could go back and stop it from happening. I wish my mum and his dad didnt get married." she said full of regret with tears comming down faster by the second. I saw her heart stop for a minute "Breathe. Breathe. In and out." I said. She didnt move. I had no idea what to do. Then I did mouth to mouth, that worked. But something odd came out of her mouth as she coughed....a fly?! Man...that fly is trying to take my girl already.
My heart stopped for a minute. I couldnt hear anything. All I saw was white. Then next thing I know it Zayn pulls away from my mouth and I choke up a fly?! Zayn must be pretty jealous. Just kidding. He wouldnt be jealous of a fly could he?! I opened my eyes and saw Sammi standing by the door. "Hi ya!" I said awkwardly. "What happened?" she asked "I told him about whats his face that I hate...and well ya...but then a fly choked me. I almost died." I said smiling. "Wow." she replied "Uhmmm thats exactly what you were doing." she continued. "Um we were just...kissing....ya....kissing." Zayn replied. This could not get anymore awkward. Just then Harry walked behind Sammi. He looked like he was going to scare her...I nodded lightly, he caught my drift and "BOOOOOOO!" he shouted and grabbed her by the waist and picked her up. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" she screamed. "What the cat Harry?!" she shouted. "I just wanted to scare you." he said smiling. "Good now im scared. Ok now what?! We sleep in the same room?" she asked sarcastically. "I wasnt even thinking that...but ok. I call the floor!" he said smiling. "What-the-flipping-spoons-ever!" she called back and walked into Nialls room.
I was just talking to myself about how amazing my life is now, when someone opened the door. "Niall." she said with an innocent voice. "Ya?" I asked as she sat on my bed with me. "Harry scared me...a-and I have a feeling im going to die soon." she replied putting her head on my shoulder. I was shocked. This can not happen! What is Shel going to do with out her?! No no no! This isnt good.