39. Date night
I was in the kitchen, about to scream because I saw a spoon. But someone put their hands on mine. "Whoever you are I suggest you get yo hands off mine or I will punch you in the face" I said. "I surrender." the guy said. It sounded like Zayn. I really wish I would have just stayed in that position. "Im so sorry. I thought you were someone else." I said as I turned around. "No problem. I just came to ask you a quick question." he said. "Ok...what would that be?" I asked. "I was thinking that you and I could go on a date tonight." he said. My face lit up "YES!" I replied instantly. He looked so happy. "I have to confess something to you tonight anyway." I said and looked down unsure if I should confess my feelings to him. "I do too." he replied and smiled. I looked up and smiled. He walked closer to me and hugged me. "I love you." he whispered. I started smiling like an idiot like Lou does when he see's carrots. "I love you too." I whispered back.
I couldnt even hold my confession in anymore. "I love you" I whispered in her ear. I could feel her smile. "I love you too" she whispered back. I heard someone fake cough. I looked up and found everyone staring at us. "Come on love birds." Louisa said. I could see Shel glaring at her and shaking her head. When they left the kitchen, me and Shel started laughing like idiots, like how Niall did one night after having a dream that Santa bought him a pair of Nandos underwear. I have to admit that it was halarious. "Hey Shel, I have a question to ask you." I asked. "Anything." she replied smiling and laughing. Was it too soon to ask her to be my girlfriend? What if she declined me?! "Whats your favorite letter?" I asked. You have got to be kidding me right? That was the best I could do. "U." she replied "Why?" I asked "Because U stole my heart." she replied winking at me. Now I wish I would have asked her the other stupid question. "Wow. Thats the same with me." I replied. I looked at the time and it was 4:30pm. I decided it was time for our date. "Ready?" I asked "For what?" she asked "Just come on." I said and took her hand and dragged her behind me. When we got out of the house, we started to walk normally. "Where are we going?" she asked smiling. "Were going on an adventure." I replied. She frowned. "Whats wrong?" I asked her. "What? Oh nothing." she replied looking at her hands. I took her hand and she started to laugh. "Whats so funny?" I asked "You can read my mind." she replied. "But why are you so upset?" I asked her.
I had to tell him now. "Ok. Just swear you wont tell anyone. Sammi doesnt even know yet." I replied "I swear, on my hair." he replied. Wow he swore on his hair. "Its a long story." I replied "We have time." he said smiling. "Ok. My life sucks." I replied. I looked at the cuts on my wrists. "What do you mean?" he asked. "Ok. When I wasnt able to see Sammi anymore, thats when I started cutting myself-" Zayn cut me off "Why? What happend?" he asked interested. "Well then I started to get abused by my foster dad. I wanted to kill myself to be honest...but I didnt. I knew that Sammi would come and find me, and save me from like Liam would say Spoons." I said. "I cut myself, because I thought that it would get my mind off of things. I was so stressed out. But when I saw you and Sammi, that changed everything." I continued. We started to walk in the forest. "Wow. Just promise me that you wont cut yourself again. If you do I will take your iPod away." he replied. I looked at him. "I promise." I said and I walked into a tree and stumbled backwards. "You alright babe?" he asked. "Ya im al---" he cut me off. "No your not! Your head is bleeding!" he said and he took off his shirt. "Wow" I said out loud and covered my mouth. He chuckled. "I have a question for you" he said "Ok go on." "Will you be----" but he was cut off by a spider landing on me. "Dont move" he said causiously "Why?" I asked "Their's a spider---" before he could finish I jumped up and started to run away. "Get it off! Get it off!" I shouted running around in circles. "Hold still!" he shouted as he ran to me. I did and he took the spider off me and killed it. (Sorry for the spider lovers. My cousin hates them). "Ok now what were you going to ask me?" I asked "Oh ya...will you be my girlfriend?" he asked. "No. Im madly in love with Fred." I said looking sad. He looked sad too. "Who is fred?" he asked "My...boyfriend..." I replied "Oh. I feel so stupid." he replied. "Dont be stupid. He is imaginary." I replied. "Fred were over!" I said to the air next to me. "Ya I will be your girlfriend." I replied smiling. "You are so....whats the word? UNPREDICTIBLE!" he said and kissed me. I smiled. "I love you." he said as he rested his head on mine. "I love you too." I replied. "What time is it?" I asked "Uhm 9pm." he replied. "We have to get back to the others." I replied "Ok." he replied. Just as we were about to turn around, we heard a bear chirp like a bird. We turned around and then we saw a big bear. "Oh my gosh." was all I could say. "Dont move" he said.