I tried to hold back my tears, but I was struggling. I saw Louis looking through the window of the door. I waved at him to come in. 'Just you though' I mouthed. He nodded and opened the door. He came and sat down in a chair beside my bed, and took my hand. 'So, is everything okay?' He asked softly. He knew that it wasn't, but what else was he meant to say? I shook my head quickly. His grip tightened on my hand. 'I've got damaged ribs and...I..i've lost my baby' I whispered. I looked at him, and his own eyes were welling up with tears. 'I'm so so sorry, Ella' He replied, quietly. I didn't reply, I just let the tears run down my face. After about 10 minutes, he kissed my head and went to get Harry,Niall and Liam. They were all really supportive and kind towards me. 'Can you get Zayn please, I need to see him' I asked Harry. He nodded, as all 3 boys walked out and Zayn walked in. 'Hey' He said. 'Hi' I replied. 'How are you?' He said, concerned. I sighed, and wiped my eyes. 'Zayn, i've lost my baby..our baby' I said softly, correcting myself. He coughed, then choked at the same time, as I saw tears forming in his eyes. 'I..I..' He started talking, then got up and stumbled out the room. I stared back at him, as I saw him run down the hallway, as Niall went after him. 'Zayn' I called. I pushed myself out of bed, and winced as sharp daggers of pain shooted up my ribs. I tried to ignore it and I hobbled out as fast as I could on a search for Zayn. Niall and Liam were gone, probably after Zayn and Louis and Harry were asleep, so I quickly stumbled around until I got out of their view. I walked around for about 5 minutes until I found Zayn in a deserted dark corridor. 'Zayn?' I whispered. 'What are you doing?' I asked. 'I'm sorry' He mumbled through his tears. 'Well, you need to be strong in times like this okay?' I said. 'This is all your fault' He scowled. I stood there, mouth wide open. 'What?!?' I yelled. 'It's my fault I lost my fucking baby?!' I screamed. 'Shouldn't have got yourself pregnant in the first place' He muttered as he pushed me out the way. I collapsed in pain as I clutched my ribs. 'Oh my god' I screamed, as I winced. 'Ella?!' I heard Louis say. 'What did you do to her?!' Harry shouted at Zayn. 'I-I don't know' He stuttered. 'M-my ribs' I mumbled out, as Louis sat down with me. 'You idiot, she's basically cracked her ribs and you just shoved her!' Louis exclaimed. 'I-I didn't know' Zayn replied. 'For god sake Zayn' Niall said, as he bent down next to me. I never wanted to see Zayn again.