I had chicken pasta for lunch and had a glass of red wine with it. I really shouldn't of had that third glass of wine but i carried on drinking, i was in so much pain from what Harry did to me.
I saw a few of the fans looking at me and giving me weird looks.
"What the fuck are you looking at " i slurred at them.
They looked at me and walked away, " bloody one direction fans " i said slamming the glass down on the table. The bar tender looked at me funny and carried on working.
" Have you seen Pearl " i said to Niall as i walked into his room. He just looked at me and shrugged his shoulders before pulling me in for a hug and a kiss.
" I love you Nicole " he whispered in my ear giving me love bite on my neck, this made me shiver. "I love you to Niall "
We stood there kissing for a while before Zayn interrupted us , " Oh shit sorry guys " he said putting his hand over his eyes." Don't worry about it babe " i said walking into the kitchen making everyone a coffee.
"Hey Zayn , you haven't seen Pearl have you " i shouted from the kitchen. He looked at me and nodded. " Shes not taking this well is she " he said looking at me . " nope, the last time she did this was when cody her ex broke up with her " i said placing the cups down on the table. " I was talking to her this morning and she only just got home , it was around about 5:30am. She was off to get a hair cut " He said dunking his cookie in his coffee.
Fuck in thought to myself. " um iv'e got to go , be back later" i said grabbing my coat and headed for the door. Iv'e got to find Pearl before she gets to carried away.
I made my way down to the lobby and through the fans. There's so many fans i thought to myself. I pushed through them all and ran down the street trying to find Pearl.
"Wow this wines amazing" i yelled through the bar, the bar tender gave me a weird look again. He had grey eyes , medium black hair , really long eye lashes and a nice tan. " Wow your cute " i said to him as i walked over to him. He blushed and looked to the ground. I was now standing in front of him, i lent in front over the counter and whispered in his ear " Wanna fuck " his eyes widened and a smile grew on his face.
I put m,y finger under his chin and walked past him smiling and walked into the bathroom.He quickly followed me.
Where is that pearl i thought to myself. I looked in all hair salons and bars. I know she's going to be drunk as. I couldn't find her at all. I herd my phone go off in my pocket. Hoping it was Pearl i picked it up and saw i had a text from Niall.
Niall ~ you okay babe ? xo
i quickly txted back. ~ yeah i'm okay , tell you when i get home later xo .
I went inside of the pub i was standing outside of, i noticed a handbag sitting on a table inside with a glass of red wine and an empty bowl of what looked like was chips. The hand bag looked like Pearl's. I sat at the bar waiting for the bar tender to come over.
He was no where to be seen. I looked around to see if h was in the pub somewhere, but i couldn't see him. I heard a door open and two people talking, well one sounded really drunk. The bar tender came out with messed up hair and was putting his tie back on. I rolled my eyes and looked the other way.
I heard a voice i recognized, I turned and faced the face that matched the voice. I looked at her in disappointment.
"Pearl , you cut your hair all off, Where have you been " i screamed " You've had us all worried about you, you didn't come home last night or this morning" i said standing there waiting for her excuse. She said nothing. She grabbed her bag and went outside opening a box cigarettes of and lighting one in front of me.
" since when have you smoked " i screamed at her. " since my heart got broken into a million pieces and stomped on " she said inhaling in the smoke. I could tell she was beyond drunk, " Pearl you need to come home "
"why should i come back with you " she said walking the way to the hotel. " Because i love you , they love you and they're all worried " i said standing in front of her. " Who's they " she said rolling her eyes standing with one hand on her hip. " I felt a tear rolling down my cheek, " Whats gotten into you Pearl " i said. She didn't answer she just stood there looking at me.
I wiped the tears and just walked all the way home. I knew she was following me because i could hear her stumbling behind.
I ran up to Niall room and burst through the door running into his arms. He didn't know what had happened but he just held my tight stroking back my hair that was in his face. " Shes a monster " i sobbed into his chest.
He knew what to do when i was like this, he would just rub my back. " Babe , things will get better " he whispered into my ear kissing my neck gently.He loved me so much. " Hows hazza holding up " i said looking up into his eyes. " He's not doing well, he hates what he's done" He said hugging me tight. " Things are never going to be the same are they " i whispered. Niall looked at me and shook his head.