"I...I, I'd love to," I squeezed my eyes shut as I was surrounded by squeals. Memories of Zayn flashed through my mind and I regretted my answer. "Wait... I can't," I opened my eyes feeling bad I denied their offer. They all stopped celebrated and we sat there in silence for a few awkward seconds. "Why! Jess we've been wanting to move with her!" Ali whined. Her vocabulary has increased a lot ever since she turned seven. She ever started getting a small accent from being around the boys too much. "I know, but I just can't leave I'm finally happy here..." I trailed off.
"With Zayn?" Sarah gave me a comfort smile as she held my hand. "Love, I know the feeling. Hun, if you don't want to leave you don't have to no one is forcing you I understand." "But I want to go," Ali whined again. "Well you can,"Sarah turned and looked at her. My eyes furrowed as I looked at them," Wait, your leaving me Ali?" "Well, I've been wanting to live with Sarah," he mumbled and fiddled around with her fingers.
A piece of me wanted to break down and tear up then and there. I trusted Sarah completely, but i've taken care of Ali ever since I could remember. "How about we sleep on the decision, you girls are welcomed to stay over," Sarah gave us all an approving smile. "I'm staying!" Ali yelled and ran for her room. "I'm..going home," I smacked my lips together and have them a goodbye hug. I shouted Ali a goodbye and left the house. Once I was into the car I sat there in silence and let out a sight. I ran my hands on the wheel thinking of my decisions. Was I okay with Ali leaving? No. Did she care if I stayed? Probably not.
I had to admit I was a bit crushed knowing how quickly she wanted to leave, even without me. Everyday she would have a smile on her face. The boys treated her nicely, which made me wonder even more why would she be so eager? I turned on the engine and sped my way to Zayn's house. A few minutes after I was there and shuffling through my bag trying to find my keys. Once the door was opened I saw Zayn sitting on the couch watching T.V. I closed the door behind me, dropped my bag and threw my keys on the counter. "How'd it go?" he asked giving me a warm smile. He opened his arms as I plopped myself onto the couch laying my legs across his lap and allowing his arm's and warms to wrap around me and let out a huff.
"That bad?" he pushed my chi up making me look into his eyes. He lightly pecked my lips already making me feel better. After explaining to him the whole story he began hugging me tightly, kissing me everywhere, and telling me everything was going to be alright. "Let her go, I think it's time she can decide, if she wants Sarah she can go with her. I'll take you to visit her whenever you'd like. As much as I wouldn't want you too, if you wanted to go you can too. I'm going to hold you to captive," he half smiled. "No, I love being here with you and i'm staying,"H looked into his brown shinning eyes. "Good! Cause i'll miss you way too much," he said in a baby voice while laying us down on the couch.
I burred my head into his chest his aroma feeling sensational around me. I closed my eyes and began slowly falling asleep. "Love you babe," he whispered into my hair and pulled my closer to him. "love you too," I mumbled and drifted away.
A bit short, yes. I've been in a sad mood lately, but I don't know why :/. But I love doing these and im sorry it was short. I will write more romantic scenes with Zayn and Jess. Is there anything more you guys want too see? I'd be glad to add them in!:) Thanks for reading<3