15. Ending Part One(out of 3)
*10 days left*
I have 10 days left to live and i don't know what to think or what to say to harry but i dont wanna hurt him you know.. i love him.. he's mine.. and im his and nothing could ever change that but... this stupid cancer...
"Hey" i turned and saw my nurse "Harry's still not back yet eh?" she asked "No he's suppose to come back tomorrow but he thinks his flight will be delayed for 3 to 4 days because of bad weather there so" i said back to her "Have you told him?" "No..." "KIERHA!" She screamed "I know i know im gonna tell him tonight over Skype or something" "okay you better" " i know" i said and she walked up to me and gave me my shot "im so sorry" she said starting to cry "don't be im ready, i just don't know if the love of my life will be" "you need to help him" i turned away and just looked out the window.
*Harry_Styles_Kitty would like to Video call with you* *Beep Answer*
i smiled and looked down at my hand that had my IV in it "what's wrong?" he asked me "everything" i said quietly "what sorry i didn't hear you love speak up" he said smiling "I said nothing baby" i said smiling than looking at him "how was the concert did you have fun?" "yeah lots but seriously what's going on?" my smile went away and i looked over at what was keeping me alive my air tubes "Babe?" i looked at him "i need to tell you something and its something that hard for me to say and i just don't know what to think right now and my nurse keeps pushing me and i just and your there and this is getting to be so hard for me because i know i should have just told you sooner and i know that its so wrong of me to just pop this on you when your all the way over there and i know that its so bad of me to just say it over Skype or kind of device like this and i wish i told you in person but the time is now baby i have to tell you and you have to know and there's no more waiting its now!" i said and looked down "Babe your scarying me what is it"... *Connection failed we are sorry*
"NO WHAT THE HELL ARE YOUR SERIOUS" i screamed and started crying and threw my laptop at the wall and just heard it smash because i knew that i was never going to get a chance like that again. the nurse ran "KIERHA" she screamed "IM SO DONE I WANNA GO ALREADY HIS FACE BEFORE I TOLD HIM I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE" i started screaming and crying i couldnt take this my life was already over..