1. trying hard not to remeber
I am happy to be going to miami but can't forget the horrible things that have happened to me this year. I sit in the plane with thoughts rushing through my head on what has happened. caty you need to forget it don't bring it up it will be ok. I am over my recovery but still scared. I just plug my headphones in and listen to stevie wonder isn't she lovley. I am tring out for the x-factor because I think I am ok and every-, well Just my sister thinks I am good. I doze off and Have a night mare: help!! somone help!! a tear rolls down my eyes as I run over to my wad of cash and try to get ot but I sit there and think I am going to die. I wake up with my heart beating out of my chest. My sister sammy looks at me with worrie in her eyes as she hugs me and comfurts me. " It was a dream you are ok I promisse" she says with a smoothe softt tone in her voice. I look out the window and see that we ar landindg. I guess they anounced it when I was sleeping. We hit the ground with a bit of jerking but not alot, I grab my carrie on lougage and walk off the plane and into the front part of airport where the lougage wrack was. I look for my lougage and see a pink suite case and grab it and slowly the 3 others found there way too. I have my hands full and drop all of my bags.I bend down to pick them up but someone was helping me. " you ok?" I look up and see a handsome tall boy with brown curly hair and dashing green eyes. They sucked me in and I was caught staring. I tuck my blond wavy,hair behind my ear and say " yea I am ok thanks for helping me". he smiles and I see his dimples and it was just so adorable. He puts out his hand and says " Harry styles". I smiled and coppied him " Caty stone". He blushed and says " wheres your family you are young like probbably 17?" he laughs and I say " not that young and my sister is getting her lugagae now i am just waiting". he looks so familiar but I just don't know who he is.
she is a beautiful girl and of course I need to hit on her. she was sweet and just amazing. I saw a few scars on her arms though and said to my self why would a beautiful girl like her cut herself? but I don't know her story and i should not be questioning what i think is wrong. It gets silent and then I say, more like blurted out " where are you staying Caty?" she thinks for a minute and says " I think the pacific coast houses for rent number 24 on the beach". she laughs and I laugh to and say " well I happen yo live next store to you". her face slightly blushes and I say " when you get settled in I will call you and your sister to see if you want to go to the beach, but it will be hard since I don't have your number". really? wow that was horrible pick up line. I smile and blush of embarrasment. she laughs and says " true so hear". she smiles and says " phone me". I laugh and hand her my phone, she places her number in and i read what it said from the contactas list. caty the girl next store. I laugh and look over her shoulder and see her sister glaring at me trying to figure me out she walks over and I say " bye" and walk away she looked pissed.