19. outside of me...
I see my body lifeless on the ground, blood pooling out as they take me to the hospital. everyone is crying and sad. i am not dead i am clearly alive. I am in the hospital and on life support. i am breathing but why am i not awake? so confused, right now. i stand infront of my body and say " hello earth to me wake up!" I see nothing. i have flowers in my room and liam who looks like he hasn't had any sleep in days. he comes over to me and says " you just got your surgery, hopefully you will pull out of this." " please god make her ok". he prays and then kisses me and I fell myself back in my body and tense up. he stares at me while my eyes shot open. "your alive!!!!!!" he shouts and i see all of the boys and my sister come in. she jumps to harry and says " she is ok" she kisses him and she comes to me and says " wow sis way to pull through!" I sit ther and say " I was alive this whole time just out of my body, i saw you and I saw liam kiss me and until he did i was in my body." everyone stares.
I am happy that my sister is ok. I want harry to kiss me more and more I see him. I love him and I just want him! he makes me feel safe and sound. I am not sure if i will ever forgive Zayn for what he said. He will never be seen the way i saw him again. he rueind my friendship with him.