21. I shouldn't be here
I ruiend everything. I just wan't to... i don't know. should I just die or should I live? I know for sure to leave the hosptial so i do and mabey I will still be alive or mabey I won't.
I would mabey forgive him if he would at least says sorry. you could never tell what was up with Zayn, but today it was easy. zayn was depressed,sad, and lifeliss actually.I am worried, I just hope he will say sorry and just be over with it.
I walk back home and kick the sand on the street and look off into the road. I feel like someone is following me.I turn around and no one was there, I start to walk a bit faster and hear footsteps behind me, now I am speedwalking and here the noise again, now I am sprinting and here my name, "ZAYN". I stop in my tracks and see Danni with her sunglasses on and she says " ahh there you are... I thought we had deal". her smile curves and then I say " Danni, why are you doing this?" she stares at me and I see something in her hand. " well she stole my boyfriend!!!" she yells and then i say " I never told her it was you". i look down at the ground and she says " well good boy.. now lets keep it that way so she doesn't get hurt!" i turn around and see she is holding on to me and says " zayn you are a very handsome boy.. and I am a girl looking for a man and you are that man". she comes close and puts her finger on my lips and leans in and kisses me. I try to pull away and when I do I say " you are a sick person." she smiles and says " don't tell me you did'nt enjoy it". I run back in the direction of the hospital and think, i need to tell her and i don't care what happens to me even if I die... I will fight for her.