32. hospital again...
i look at liam in his purple cast, i feel so bad. everyone keeps giving me dirty looks and my sister wont talk to me it is horrible. it makes me feel like shit. I am such a horrible person i dont deserve to ever be frogiving or live.
I loved her and now she is just ughh i can't even put words to it, i thought danni was perfect and now she was hurt, i know how exactly she felt heartbroken,taken advantege of, i should of never broken her heart. i open my eyes and see everyone including sammy. " why are you here just go away!" i shout at sammy. " i am so sorry liam i-" " no, you are a mean girl! how could you break my heart, I should of never gone out with a mean girl like YOU!!!" i say and i cut her off. her eyes are teared up and she says " I am so sorry everyone and i just want to say I love you all" she runns out of the room and i can here sobs from down the hall. " liam that was harsh". louis says. " well i am just upset, and niall i am pissed at you too but not as much as sammy".i say. niall looks down and i say " I dont hate you though." he laughs and then i see caty and her eyes are wide and she just sits there and a tear falls from her eye. " i am sorry caty!" I say but all I see is her eyes not blinking moth trembleing and i say " caty?"
no no no, this isnt happening her heart is crushed she didnt mean for it to happen and she was caught in the moment, last time in ninth grade she almost killed her self from a guy, and I stopped her, but oh my god my sister is going to kill her self. I snap back into realaty and start to cry. " CATY ARE YOU OK!!!???" harry screams and I jost shake and say " no, my sister is going to kill her self. everyone steps back and stares at me and even liam looks at me and they have there eyes wide opend.