23. are you here? Answer me!
i sit there in shock at zayn's lifeles body, tears weld my eyes and my heart is broken into to two. it has been a week, he has no answer deaad silent. Harry and Caty sitting next to eachother while she is hugging harry. Liam comfurts me and says " you are ok don't worry". " No i am not, someone i care about is probbably dead and now i don't know!" I ahot at him and push my hair back and hear a knock. the doctor comes in and takes zayn to the opperating room. we sit there for 4 hours and wait for him to vome out, he has one leg and i just put my head into liam and say " i think he loved me". my sister and says " no shit". i laugh and say " thanks". caty and harry are pretty serious about there relationship it is really cute i love harry, he is my brother. i lok at zayn again.. stairing into his dark eyes and just praying he is ok.
my leg it is Gone!! i am just shocked it had to go. now i just need to wake up, i feel my heart slow down then speed up then slow down, am i going to die? no! i can't.. i need to stay strong, open your eyes do it you do it. mhy eyes shot open and I breathe and say " oh man my leg it is gone!" everyone hugs me and says " i am sorry". meenwhile i should be apoligizeing. " Caty i am sorry you are beautiful and sexy and just gorgeous you are lovly and.." " ok lad stop hitting on my girl". harry interuptsa and i laugh and she says " forgive you. then she kisses harry and louis says " get a room". I laugh and say " sammy i am mad in love for you and I am just so sorry". sammy stands there and then i turn to liam and say " I am sorry for kissing you girl". he smiles and says " no hard feelings, but if you do it again i will hurt you". i laugh and wait for sammy. " i forgive you but not fully trust you." i sit ther and think wow