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Chapter 6. - First Time.
I looked into his eyes, and I actually felt protected. Safe. I took a deep breathe and laughed awkwardly. "Mike told me" I said simple. He nodded slowly. He grabbed my hand and held it. "What did he say?" He asked. "He didn't need to, I walked in on him and Butler, or Flash" I explained and exhaled "I don't even know what to call him" I said confused.
Confused about why my brother would have that fair in him to tell me, "I can't understand why he didn't tell me sooner because I thought we were best friends." I said, "you know it's not that easy" he said to me and it got me thinking. "I get that, but-" he stopped me "do you?" I starred at him for a while. "You are his princess," He explained, I raised up a little to get more comfortable and looked at him. "You are his everything, so he is struggling to tell his bestfriend that he is gay" he said. "I understand that, but it dosent change the fact that he hurt me" I barked. He looked at me with big eyes.
"Sorry, but he did!" I explain, he shruggs and shakes his head. "I know" He nods. "I mean I can't believe what Mike and Chloe did" He shaked his head. "Wait what?" I looked at him with big eyes, "rewind, what did you say?" I asked really curious. "He didn't tell?" He asked me. "Told me what?" I asked and seriously all this secrets are starting to get me pissed.
He inhaled and tried to relax, I placed my hand softly on his cheek. "Tell me" I said, and twirled our fingers together. "Please, I want to know" I explained. He tried to pull a smile, but it failed. "ofcourse I'll tell you" he awnsered. "thank you" I said, and waited. "so?" I said to push him a litte, I was basicly dying to know. "but you can't tell them that I said this" He said, I looked at him with a look. "Im serious, Andrea." he began, "This is bigger than both of us" he explained. I nodded, "sure" I promised. "Lets just say there is a reason why I left" He explained.
I raised up to sit better and more upwards. "You remember Last year's carneval party?" he asked, I nodded "sure" I nodded. "I was lying home with the flue." I said and shrugged. "Well, Mike flirted with me, but I kept asking about you, and then I told him to back off because you know, I told him that I liked you" he said, he talked a little messy but I understood. perfectly.
I got surprised. But then again Im not surprised, Mike did always act differently around Liam. "Then he told me to stay away from you, and I got pissed so I left" He laughed dryly, "I didn't want to be there, If you weren't there with me" He explained.
I smiled up to him and continued to twirl my fingers into his. "So when I was on my way out, Chloe stopped me and we had kind of a fight" He began, "she could sense it ten mile away when theres something up with me" he shrugged, he looked kind of hurt. Angry. Hell, I am too.
He shrugged it off "So Chloe went of course to talk to Mike, and then he said" He laughed short, and looked a little angry actually. "He told Chloe that we had been flirting behind their backs" He said and nodded silently. "When Chloe came home she asked me and I got mad, Because you know" I looked down for a moment. "You didn't want to push me into something I was not ready for" I answered for him. He nodded, "yeah, I got angry because she thought she could just run into my room and expect answers about the most sensitive subject about me."
I couldn't believe he said that. My face went red as I looked up into his eyes. "She told me that you were dating someone else" his voice broke. "And Stupid me, I believed her" he shaked his head, and starred out on the skies. I couldn't believe what he just told me. I starred into his eyes, A tear fell down on his cheek. He is telling the truth. And for once, I know I can trust someone. Someone that actually can tell me the truth.
I raised my hand up to his cheek, and dried the tear away with my fingertips. I raised up and changed the position, I sat on his lap face to face, my legs were beside his legs. We really sat close. As the television was still on in the background, Besides that.. there was so quite.
-WARNING; SEXUAL CONTENT-
I sat closer to him, until I sat on top of his private. My heart was beating faster and faster. I liked this. I curled my hands around his neck and gave him a hug.
I whispered "I thought you left because" I stopped up and looked into his eyes. I stopped up. stopped talking for a minute. I pushed Mike and Chloe out of my brain for a minute. "Well, all the wrong reasons, when in reality you thought I liked someone else." I raised my hands to his cheeks and held them there. "Im sorry I never dared to make a move on you" I apologized as my hands fell down.
There is more to the story. Mike and Chloe has sure as hell allot of shit they have to explain, I know Liam is telling the truth. But I hate liars and well, Nobody has lied yet. Well they lied a when they told me why Liam left, and Chloe lied why we made that rule then and urgh. But there has to be a reason. Why they lied. There has to be.
Now I really want Mike and Chloe to tell my what the hell happened last year at the damn carnival. When I was at home with the damn flue. I mean I know something is up, and I do think Its a little weird when Luke decided that Chloe wasn't a whore after all. He had basically told everyone that she was a whore and a Liar and everything. Now they are a couple? I do think it has something to do with Mike. But they are truly happy, Chloe is in love, she told me today and everything. If we bring this up, allot of people can get hurt. But I do not want to think about that now. I am sitting here on top my crush whom, Is a sex god. So I do not want to think about Chloe or Mike or Luke. I have thought about that enoguh. I. Need. A. Break. Ok? ok.
Liam just told me that I am his crush. And I have been crushing on this guy since 3rd grade. So yeah, you would understand why I want to block this out, besides, I know you would've done it too.
He grabs my chin and looks straight into my eyes and smiles, "My love for you, won't stop at first" He tells me, and strokes gently on my neck with his fingertips. "Trust me, I was gone for a year, but" He shruggs, "There's nobody like you" his voice broke. I grabs his neck and goes gently in for a kiss. My hand slowly grabs his hair for pleasure. He deepens the kiss, and holds me tight around my waist. The kiss ends right away into something more, I wanted him close to me. I wanted to feel his skin into mine. I wanted my first time to be with my first crush.
** later that night,- **
I step off him and lead him into one of the guestrooms, We lie down and he starres at me for a while. I looked over him and out the window, It was raining. I looked back at him, and strokes his chin gently. "you know, you can sleep over if you want" He turns around and see the rain, and then back at me. He smiles and laughes.
Oh, That laugh is the reason why I joined the Football team in 5th grade. I wanted to become his friend so bad. So I build up my courage and took a chance.
In 8th grade he finally noticed me. After an football practice when the girl team and boy team had to share gyms causing the weather, the boys got a little angry but it worked out. It turned out to be Girls against Boys, of course. But After the practice, Liam walked over to me and complimented me at my skills. The other girls on the team got a little jealous. But I didn't care, I just was too happy to care. He asked me to join him and others at movies. I said yes of course, and it turned out to be the best day of my life. At at my first date, since yes he lied that he was bringing people. He sure was romantic with his tie And me with my cute dress.
That night, I experienced my first date, I got a new friend and.. my first kiss. I remember it was like a dishwasher experience, but then: I liked it. It was perfect. And then he told me that He liked me. That he never dared to ask me out.
But one day, I had this homework thing and I had to work with the popular girl in class. I didn't recognize her right away, but we decided to work on the project at her house, and that's when I realized we were walking towards My friend whom I was crushing on, Liam's House. Liam never wanted to hang out at his place, so I never did get to meet his family. But I tried to forget My crush for a minute and focus on our homework. And we turned out to became bestfriends right away. Then suddenly she wanted to talk about boys, so we started talking about boys. Chloe asked me if I have had my first kiss yet, And I told her honesty yes. Then eventually she made me spill who it was. Liam came in the door and got a little surprised to find me there, I got embarrassed and left.
The Next day, Chloe came over to me and apologizes. She looked surprisingly happy, and then she told me something I am never going to forget: "I rather have you dating Liam than, other girls, because you're my best friend and I trust you. Besides, he deserves someone special like you."
I laughed a little remembering Chloe approved me and Liam. "Hey, what are you thinking about?" he asked curious. "you remember when I met Chloe?" I asked. He laughed and nodded, "oh yes I do" I smiled and twirled our hands together. My smile broke a little. "I am still thinking about that" he admitted. "me too" I admitted too.
Want to know what the hell happened? It ended up with that we stopped hanging out, because at the start he didn't like me hanging out with his sister. He broke up with me even though he never really was my boyfriend. I became his sad stalker. He ment Chloe changed me. And so I spent the rest of my high school years trying to forget him. But sadly, I was just avoiding the fact I liked him. I dated other boys, but no one was like Liam. He became The scary Ex-boyfriend who never really was my boyfriend. So yeah, We have never actually had a real relationship.
"I know Chloe would've approved this relationship now too" I mumbled. But he heard it, "I know, but-" he raised up and looked down on me. "At that time, I was scared of you" I laughed and took it as a suprise. "what?" he raised up and sat closer to me, he inhaled and explained "You made me feel things I never can understand, so I avoided you" He twriled our hands together. "for a long time" he added. "That is never going to happen again" he promised and kissed me. "Good, because You really broke my heart" my voice broke. He kissed me again, "I am never going to hurt you like that again" He promised.
After an silence, he said "I think Mike made Chloe make that rule" he told. I froze. I couldn't believe he actually said that. "Are you blaming my brother?" I barked. I raised up and looked at him. "No, Im just thinking out loud." I inhaled and laughed a little, "Well He could've, I mean I don't know how he is about his romance and stuff" I said out of the blue, "Cause I know he can be overprotective." I explained.
He nodded silently. "Maybe they made that up, because Mike couldn't bare watching me and you together" He shrugged, and thought about it. "Maybe, but why wouldn't he tell me?" I asked. "Because he didn't want to let you get hurt" he answered. "But I don't know why Chloe would've agreed to it" he breathe out and stares at the door, and silently falls back into the bed.
I looked at him with big eyes, he looked at me and laughed. "what?" He laughed, I swallowed, "Maybe he promised to hook Chloe and Luke up?" I said, and thought about it. "Luke ruined her popularity, but now she got it back because they are now dating!" I looked at him and he nodded, "yeah, I love my sister, but she do loves attention more" he said and raised up again "She would've done almost anything to get her popularity back" He agreed with me.
-I shaked my head, "They have been working together" I said and laughed, "But I don't think Chloe knows why Mike did it" He said, I looked at him. "Or else she wouldn't have done it, She wouldn't have gone through all that because of her brother dating her best friend" He said. "Well, My brother wouldn't have gone through all that because he was jealous" I responded, he raised up his hands in defense, as he gave up and fell down on the bed.
He looked at me and shrugged, "come over here and lie with me, we can talk more about it tomorrow?" He said as he yawned. But then it came to me. I got an solution why, "Maybe Mike is being blackmailed?" I said, "Maybe someone wanted him to flirt with you to make me stay away from you" I said and thought hard about it. "why? who?" he asked and looked eager to hear my answer. Then I realized it, "who has the ability to walk wherever he wants in this house?" I said and laughed, I couldn't believe it. "The Butler, Flash who is a really really close friend to Mike?" eew, pictures, Pictures in my head. Please go away thank you very much.
He nodded and stood silent for a minute, "What if he is dangerous?" I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know and right now, I do not really care", I smiled and laughed dryly. I kissed him romantically as I gently kissed him on his cheek."Im too tired and happy to think about that, right now" I replied. He smiled my favorite smile, as I curled down in the soft summer carpet and curled into his chest. "I like this" he says and kisses me on my forehead. I look up into his eyes and kisses him back. "me too" I replied.
My mind was saying that this was too good to be true, but my heart was saying go for it. I smiled up to him as I curled into his chest and fell fast asleep.
whoooohooo, ALLOT of things happened :o
And trust me, allot of more is coming ;)
Until the next time,