We sat and talk for a long time hand in hand. It was late and Peyton wanted to go back to Dylan and his room.
Peyton: I think I wanna get some sleep. Beside your parents are here early tomorrow so I guess you’re getting up early.
Allie: No we’re not meeting before lunch.
Peyton: haha okay. I’m still gonna go.
Peyton: Because I live across the hall.
He was smiling all over the face and looking down at me.
Allie: Can’t you stay?
Peyton: No its better if I sleep in my own room. Beside Dylan would be totally confused if I didn’t tell him that I was staying.
Allie: fine then.
He lifted me up so that I was standing up in the bed. Then he hugged me and lifted me down so that I was standing at the floor. I was short compared to his height.
Peyton: good night beautiful.
He hugged me again, and soon I felt his lips against mine. It was pain because Robert’s face got up in my head at the same time. I tried to think of something else but I couldn’t.
I stopped the kiss and hugged him and locked my door when he had left. I found a sweatshirt shortly after and went out for a walk.
When I was back, I walked into Austin, Alex and Robert’s room. I didn’t really wanna speak with Robert or Alex. I knocked the door.
Austin: There’s open.
I looked down and saw the door was open. I opened the door and walked in.
Allie: Austin can you come with me for a short time?
Austin took his hoodie and sandals and walked with me outside.
Austin: what’s up?
Allie: I’m just confused and you seemed like you understood me a lot better. Beside I just needed to talk to someone who was looking at me face and seeing me, not the person they are in love with.
Austin: haha. Do you like basket?
Allie: yeah why?
Austin: let’s take a game.
Allie: I’m not that good, I haven’t played for a long time.
Austin and I walked out to the curt and started playing. We played until Austin’s bodyguard Dave told us to get inside because it was late.
When I was back in my room it was around midnight. I lay down in my bed and before I knew about it I was sleeping.
I got up around 8am next morning. I went out for a run because I was up early. When I got back I took a shower and got ready to go out to lunch with my parents.
When it was 11am someone knocked on my door. I wasn’t really dressed. I loved walking around without my shirt on so I just opened the door without thinking about it.
It was Robert and he stared a lot at me while I stood there with open shorts and no shirt on.
I walked in and let the door be open.
Allie: Good morning.
Robert: Good morning beautiful.
Allie: so how do I look?
I had closed my pants and taken a cute shirt on that would go with the American style I had. My hair was still up under the towel. I took it off and blow-dried my hair. I had curls when I didn’t straighten my hair after I had been in shower.
I smiled and walked back out to the bathroom where I did my makeup, and then I walked back into my room where I found the shoes I wanted to wear and then I looked at Robert.
Allie: Robert… look I’m really sorry about yesterday and the day before… I’m just really confused and I’m not here to hurt any of you. You should just know that I’m not ready for this. I don’t want a relationship right now. I love you both but it’s best if we just stay friends instead. I’m going home in two days and as I’ve said I don’t know when I’m coming back.
Robert: it’s okay… I spoke with Austin about it and he told me how you felt. He also told me to be cool around you instead. It’s gonna happen if we’re made to be.
Allie: so we’re cool?
Robert: we’re cool.
We hugged and then I took my towels from the floor.
Allie: BTW I’m leaving now. I’m meeting my parents down at the restaurant so I guess I see you later at the show.
He left and I walked down to the restaurant. There were some of my fans on the way. I couldn’t believe there were so many people here who kept stopping me.
There was this little girl who stopped me. She can’t have been more than 7.
Girl: excuse me, are you Allie Raff?
Allie: yeah I am sweetie. What’s your name?
Girl: I’m Jenny.
Allie: that’s a beautiful name.
Jenny: I love your music.
Allie: aww thank you.
Jenny: can we take a picture?
Allie: of course.
I took a picture with her both on my phone and on hers.
Allie: there you go.
I hugged her and left to the restaurant.
As soon as I stepped in I saw my mom and stepdad. I wanted to run over to them but they hadn’t seen me and I had to act cool. My mom and stepdad moved and behind them stood someone I had missed a lot.