I heard the music start. Peyton came out on stage and rapped as well as he could. I loved whenever he was on stage. He belonged there. He belonged in the spotlight with a lot of people and a lot of fans who loved him for who he was and what he was doing.
When the song ended Peyton took my hand. I had asked him to stay.
Allie: I have something I need to say before we continue this show.
I looked over the crowd and had tears in my eyes and in my voice.
Peyton: but before she’s going to tell you I’d like to bring some people to the stage that is here to support her tonight. It’s a couple of my friend who I haven’t seen for a while. Everyone give it up for my friend Austin Mahone, Camille and Dylan Holland!
I turned to Peyton and then saw how three people were moving down in the crowd. I cried really hard when I saw them. I jumped into their arms as soon as I saw them.
Everyone stood beside me and the crowd went silent again.
Allie: What I want to say is something about a rumor that has been going around for a long time. It’s about me, the fans, my life and the tour.
I took Camille’s hand and looked all over the crowd.
Allie: You guys have made me stronger but when I was a kid before I went to college with this amazing girl I was addicted to doing certain things to my body. I was harming myself.
I was about to cry and held Camille’s hand a little harder.
Allie: This has been a bumpy ride and I’ve had a lot to work with. My body and my brain had a break down even though every one of you has been telling me to stay strong. You guys are what’s keeping me here grounded and as the person I am but I’m sick and I need help to solve this problem. Thanks for all you amazing support but I’m sorry to say that the rest of the tour is canceled. It’s an order from my advisor. I have to take a break from all this. But remember that event though there are hard times in your life it will always be worth living because you’ll have amazing people to support you. And when that’s said I’d like to bring one more special person to the stage who’s helped me through the past two months. She’s been going through the same thing and now I’ll be going to the treatment center she went to in Illinois. Everyone give it up for my girl Demi Lovato.
Demi came out on the stage and hugged me with tears in her eyes.
Allie: Demi hasn’t only been there for me as a friend. She’s been the person who made me to this. If it wasn’t because of Demi I wouldn’t have been on stage tonight. I owe this girl everything because she’s taught me to stay strong even when I can’t. And she’s going to be working with me while I’m going through treatment.
Allie: They say the beat of a butterfly’s wings; can set off a storm a world away
Demi: What if they're right and the smallest of things, can power the strongest hurricane
Allie: What if it all begins inside
Demi: We hold the key that turns the tide
Both: Just a pebble in the water
Demi: ooh, Can set the sea in motion, ooh
Both: A simple act of kindness
Allie: Can stir the widest ocean
Both: If we show a little love heaven knows what we could change oh yeah so throw a pebble in the water
Allie: Oh Yeah
Both: Make a wave
Demi : Make a wave
Allie: Make a wave, Make a wave
Allie: Thank you everyone you’ve been amazing tonight but every thing’s got an end, and this show is at its end.
The show was over before I knew about it and I went out into the wardrobe where all of my things were being packed down into a suitcase. Afterwards I got to speak a bit with my friend but it wasn’t for long because there was a plane waiting for me.
Jake: are you ready?
Allie: not really.
Jake: I’m not making you.
Allie: I know. But it’s what’s best for me. And hopefully I’ll be able to end this someday.
Jake: I know you will. Deep inside you’re just an ordinary girl fighting. Remember who you are and where you’re from.
Allie: I will always remember.
Peyton was there with me.
Peyton: You’re really doing this?
Allie: It’s not like I want to.
Peyton: I’m gonna miss you while you’re gone.
Allie: I’m gonna miss you more.
Peyton: I still love you Allie Raff.
Allie: and I still love you Peyton Sanders.
He leaned in and kissed me. This was like the first kiss and I felt how the tears were running down my cheeks.
Allie: I’m sorry.
Peyton: it’s okay.
I looked at Peyton. He was crying too.
Peyton: I’ll be here when you come back. Remember that.
Allie: as I said. I’ll always remember.
He hugged me and then I went into the plane. Demi was there with me. She was going to make sure that I was getting there.
When we were in the air I found my phone.
@AllieRaff: I’m sorry guys. I love you all. I’ll always remember. Trust me I’ll be back when I’m fixed.
I looked out of the window and took a deep breath.
Demi: are you ready for this?
Allie: I’ve never been ready for any of this. It’s just been a dream that finally came true.
Demi: And trust me you’re going to make it. You’re a strong girl Allie.
Allie: But yet just so ordinary.
- The End