I knew at this very moment laying in this hospital bed with every one hovering over me like they knew, they knew i was done, i was ready to leave, i didnt wanna stay any longer until i was answered... my one question the only thing on my mind is.. Where is she?
I knew in my head that the answer to my question was obviously not gonna be a good one, but i cant just lay her with the question unanswered?
Where was the love of my life and was i ever going to see her again? Was she..what every ones thinking right now? or am i just over reacting? Does my heart know where she is and that's why it is reacting that way? am i having a heart attack cause god knows i cant live without her?
What am i suppose to think other than these questions?
What am i suppose to do when everything is finally amazing and than bam with a pull of a trigger is over?
What am i suppose to do when im here and maybe im gonna be here for a long time and maybe Kierha's fine and maybe im gonna live and maybe this is all just a dream?
But its not a dream nope im wide awake.. and this reality sucks...
When i woke up again i was in a different room and i looked around and saw my mother sitting beside my bed with her together and her head down..she was praying... does she know where kierha is?
"M-o--m-m" i said with a shaky voice and squinty eyes "Baby" she screamed crying and hugging me "Mom, what's happening?" i knew what was happening lets be realistic right now.. i was dying.. and my love? was where exactly?
"your in the hospital but everything will be fine alright you just need to not ask questions.." "Where...." "not right now harry please" she said crying and running out of the room.. was everyone seriously denying me this answer..