I envy those girls.
They each have the perfect match. Yet, I'm still single and my crush on Louis is getting bigger everytime I look into those beautiful blue eyes.
He'll steal glances at me, that I know for sure because I too steal glances at him. Sometimes, I have the urge to hold his hand or rest my head on his shoulder.
I envy Madi. She has a boyfriend that will understand her and will always keep her close to him. I know that Louis would do the same for me.
I envy Sky. She has a prince of her own. A prince that has a good sense of humor and knows when to act serious. Louis would be MY prince and would have a good sense of humor as well.
I envy Salina. She has a boy who understands her and is romantic towards her and only her. Louis would be that way too.
I envy Amber. She has a boyfriend who is mature and classic. I Louis was my boyfriend, he'd be somewhat mature and somewhat classic.
I envy all of them. I keep replaying what happened in the parking lot, in my head.......
While everyone was greeting each other, Louis walked up to me. Not too close yet not too far. We stared at each other for a while.
"Hey." I said, quietly.
"Hi." he answered, quietly as well.
He looked at the ground, cleared his throat, and scratched the back of his neck.
I kept messing with my hair.
"This, uh. This is kinda....um....awkward." I said, chuckling.
"Yeah......" he trailed off.
"Uh, you alright?" I asked him.
Still no answer.
"Look, Louis. If you don't want to talk to m-"
"It's not that." he interrupted me.
"IlikeyouandIwantyoutobemine." he said, quickly.
"W-what?" I asked, not believing what I just heard.
He rubbed his face with his hand. "Just forget it. I thought you felt the same way, but maybe I'm wrong."
"Louis, it's not that!" I told him.
"Then what is it?" he asked.
"I-" I stopped. What was I going to say? Those damn eyes made me lose track of everything.
He shook his head. "Just forget it." he said, frustrated. Then, he stormed away and into the van.
What have I done?
End of Flashback
"Aubrey!" Ash shouted. I snapped out of my trance.
"What?" I asked, quickly.
"I asked you a question."
"Uh..........what was the question?" I answered, kind of embarrassed.
She chuckled. "How was high school, smarty pants?"
I chuckled. "It was pretty good."
"You planning on going to college?"
"Uh, yes. I am. I want to go to JMU."
"JMU?" she asked.
"Yeah. James Madison University." I answered.
"Oh. Cool. How about you, Madi? College?" she asked.
I knew what Madi would answer. She had no choice but to go to college. her parents specifically told her that she's going to college. The college was her choice, and I knew EXACTLY which college she applied for.
Madi smiled. "Julliard."
That's always been her dream (other than dating Harry ;)).
"Julliard?" Harry asked. Oh. I forgot that he didn't konw her two talents.
"Oh. Right. Forgot about telling you my two fabulouis talents." she said.
She got up and went to her bookcase. (Did I mention that we were at her place?) She grabbed a DVD and popped it into the DVD player.
"My main talent." she said, smiling. On the screen, you could see her and a few other girls along with about two boys. She and the girls were in flowy dresses of different colors and ballet shoes that matched their skin tone. Their hair was partially up. The boys were wearing black dance pants and different color tops. They too were wearing ballet shoes. I remebered this. It was her senior recital from the academy she went to.
The song 'Lights' by Ellie Goulding came on and they started to dance.
"Behold: my hidden talent number one: danser (pronounced dan-say)" she said.
"Danser?" I asked.
She and Amber both answered, "It's French for 'dance'."
After her dance ended, she ran into her room. She came back with what looked like a script. She flipped to a certain page and handed Harry the script. The front read, 'You're A Good Man, Charlie Brown'. It was a play she did her senior year. She was Lucy.
"Don't read any of it out loud. Just read it to yourself real quick. Then, tell me when to start. I'm going to do Lucy's monolouge." she said, proudly.
Harry read through it, then nodded.
Madi started to recite the monolouge, along with the motions.
"Do you know what I intend? I intend to be a queen. When I grow up I’m going to be the biggest queen there ever was, and I’ll live in a big palace and when I go out in my coach, all the people will wave and I will shout at them, and...and...in the summertime I will go to my summer palace and I’ll wear my crown in swimming and everything, and all the peo ple will cheer and I will shout at them..." she paused and her smile faded for the next part. I covered me ears, as did the other girls. Here comes the yelling she had to do.
"What do you mean I can’t be queen? Nobody should be kept from being a queen if she wants to be one. It’s usually just a matter of knowing the right people...." she stopped and took a calming breath, like she was supposed to. "Well.... if I can’t be a queen, then I’ll be very rich then I will buy myself a queendom. Yes, I will buy myself a queendom and then I’ll kick out the old queen and take over the whole operation myself. I will be head queen." she finished.
Everyone clapped. Harry looked stunned.
"You dance AND act?" he asked.
"Yup." Madi said, popping the 'p' at the end.
Harry got up and pulled her into a big hug. "I'm going to be dating a star." he said. She laughed and pulled away.
"I already am." she said, then kissed him.
They sat down.
Wish I was too........